Monday, February 1, 2010 @10:58 PM -->NO UPDATES
Time is really not enough... and it seems that my 2 off dae per week is also not enough at all!
Especially I can’t only get 4 hours of sleep like I use to in the past, for health is deteriorating.
So when time is even not enough for me, I won’t even give a damn to the political issues arising. There are definite some people who try to lick the butt of managers, stab you (or almost everyone) real hard with the world’s most invincible dagger, trying to receive the Asian best actor award and etc.
But it touches me most when I get to see how caring and sweet can my colleagues/friends be, heartbreaking when people who are suppose to leave don’t leave and people who I wish would stay leave.
Once again it’s the second month of the year, and I had already received my first full time pay! And also its time for me to sleep now…
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Thursday, January 21, 2010 @11:59 PM -->NEED PILLS OF MOTIVATION
I think i'm like what roy says, trying to fit into a place which does not belongs to me. I'm stubborn and the more people ask me to give up, the more perseverance I am. At times I felt my energy being drained out yet I have to pretend that i'm fine. I'm losing all the motivations that was all the while within me.
The first and ever time? When I say 我真的很想你 is really from the heart. Not to my bf, not to my mum or dad or silbings, but a fren whom I like. Nevertheless about your reply, for im happie about it if you meant it.
I think I really too sensitive about lots of things, am I?
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Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @10:59 PM -->CARELESS

Why am I so careless??? I dont blame anyone now but myself for not counting all the individual coins. A very careless mistake thinking that its only the second dae and it should be correct and in the end I have a shortage of 10dollars. It would have been my fault if I did sales with cash but all transaction were credit so there should be no mistake. But then I have a shortage of cash in float, who should I blame but myself for not counting. Im tired of finding out why is this so and all the craps, it is enough. Add in a 10dollars and everything is solve, isnt it a good solution? It's not that money that Im unhappie about, I just cant figure it out why Im unhappie abt? is it the people that cause my emotions to turn out like this? I dont need that person to at the end of it compensate me with a 5 dollar note, is not the money that count.
Who are to to boss me around??? You are not even my manager, and you have the cheeks to lecture me/us? EVen if its the manager, they also wont do this. So what if you use the manager name? To show me that someone superior says so or whatever so, then what abt if I use the OM name, isnt it more significant???
Enough of all the shyt! I deeply thanks the people who care.
Im pretty excited todae... because I touch kungfu panda hand!!! l0l and I wave to betty boop and she said hallo to me and other people as well of course. I make a ghost face at woodywoodpecker and etc. tml would be another dae.... and im not going to just sit down there and tolerate any more shyts=)
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Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @10:19 PM -->2 SIDE of EVERYTHING
Over-prepared is always better than not well-prepared. My first dae of doing cashier and that goes the same for the other 2 member of mine in this new place =) and *CLAPS* for my first transaction done and I've only got 2 transaction todae! Thanks my hulk sister for assisting me, and so sorry I dont wish to mention some incidents that drives me to my grave. There are always this kind of people, I thought I wont have to face this kind of situation in my outlet, in my place, but it seems that it is the same. the 2 sided people. But my hulk sister is great! So nervous...
gogogo~
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Monday, January 18, 2010 @5:15 PM -->
Somehow suddenly I felt something is missing.
Thurs - off
Fri - working
Sat - off
Sun - working
Mon - off
Haahas must be wondering what a weird arrangement. Dont ask me, I dont know either. Just that something crops up and some funnie incident that cause this. hmmm
I'm so in love with my new prawning rod -black and red. Its kind of a bit ex but till I know someone bought a rod for two to three hundred plus then I know mine cant be compared. But most is that I like it. =)
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Saturday, January 16, 2010 @10:08 PM -->=)
woohoo~ Im feeling so happie =)
I know I will be because of you guys around me. LOVE ALL OF YOU LAH!
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Friday, January 15, 2010 @7:15 AM -->THE REAL WORKING LIFE

Just like no more kids play, it's real and you get to see the cruel part and most realistic nature of everything. But I just got to learn, to be careful with what comes out from my mouth, and to things that goes in my ear, I have 2 options which is to listen and act accordingly and the other which is to listen from one ear and comes out from the other ear.
Someone in my workforce told me that now is the real working environment of my life, different from the past previous part-time or short term job that I did before. And alot of things is going to be different. But at least if something bothers me for todae, I'm going to forget it tml. Just like tuesdae evening was pissed off by the last minute notice that I got to work on my off dae on wednesdae. The problem with me being angry was that why other people from other side got to know this but I and someone was only told last minute. The person who has whatever or so needs to inform us did not do so earlier due to whatever reason is being irresponsible and hoe could this have happen? reason for pissed off was on wednesdae had planned for something else since I know it was my off dae.
ANW on wednesdae I wont say it was a bad dae for me to work. Although there were some issues regarding to work and uniforms but everything overall was ok still. Crack some jokes among them and also gotten prank by some of my other working colleagues. Except for my legs are really rotting soon, so tiring that got to wear that shoes and stand for so long and the mozzies are attacking me. End of the dae was super tired and hungry... and bf came to accompany me home. and someone called to make a prank still on this very night. =__= Im not so stupide to believe that MBS would called for an interview at 11pm. nah~
Ytd had my replacement off dae but nth to be done becoz Im so tired and having feverish headaches that I slept and rest for whole dae. I wonder if the mozzie are the reason behind it.
got to prepare for work now!!! GOOD BYE! =)
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