Bercy-ber-cjy

LASTLY

2010-04-12T23:30:00.001+08:00

every story has it's ending... goodbye~

hmmm

2010-04-10T00:03:00.001+08:00

got nothing to say for the time being.

HMMM...

2010-04-04T21:56:00.002+08:00

Been busy with work recently and some other stuffs. Somemore been working A shift which is from 10.30 to 8. The timing is kind of weird for the whole dae seems gone. Whereas if i work M shift 8 to 5.30, I still have some time after that for some other activities and stuff.

Just like ytd after work, went to buy popcorn with caroline and may. and slack a while while waiting for our popcorn. Been so addicted to it, nowonder it can make its way from US to here. Then went to vivo a while before heading home. Although Im not feeling well ytd, but thankgod I have wonderful people around me.

Days have been the same, cravings been increasing and motivation is dropping. I wonder when will be my time to say good bye.

And my super big hmmmm....

BOTH STARTS WITH C

2010-03-25T00:08:00.001+08:00

compliment and complain?

It's easier to get a complain than a compliment!
People tend to complain when they receive a bad service but not give compliment when they receive good service. This is not just my own individual perception but a statement which is agreed by the international worldwide professionals!
So, I really wondered why is it so that there is a compliment given to someone when the fact that everything from the email sounds so fake.
I thought it is only my own perception and thus keep it to myself, but is not. It is also agreed by huda when we came to talked about it. She too thinks that it cant be so nice, to have someone writing in to compliment on someone's good service. Well, it is stated in the mail that that someone was sensitive to the guest and cater to the needs of the guest. How do you measure it? Furthermore in the mail very little details was given and it just sounds and look so fake. Moreover so, the person which we knew, although we were not so close with her, we know that she does not seems like that kind of person which will approach guest. What we saw, we never judge a book by its cover, but we saw it with our own eyes was that she is just a person who will just stand there see see look look with her that seducing eyes and not serve the guest. Hmmm... a big question mark how the compliment letter came about. ?

But im quite surprise, that huda and me shared the same ideology.

=)

2010-03-21T23:14:00.001+08:00

Had chat with childhood fren. I know, he knows. =)

2010-03-20T08:11:00.002+08:00

I miss Janet! Haahas she has been to festive there doing night shift and I miss whenever i go buy things she is there. I realize now when I say I miss someone I seriously missed, even if it is just a working colleague which we have not seen for days.

Darran is going for holidaes, not now but soon. so nice of him to ask what I want! Wenyi say dono what gao sai is nice. I really thought is dog shit la! In the end is just normal ba hu.

HAahas nothing much to comment about.

But I'm going to start a new show again. =P secret!

CUPCAKE DAE

2010-03-19T22:07:00.007+08:00

A nice dae for me to visit Honey and also baking cupcakes!

Honey finally dance and says hallo once again. I guess health has been deteriorating for her and age is catching up. So lets appreciate our life, our friends and family and live life to the fullest for each dae!

It has always been a problem to me, just that I'm trying to hide from it. Until when darran called me and asked who I'm with. I'm speechless, I don't know what to say. All of a sudden I felt as if a fishball was stuck down there deep in my throat. I thought for a while but still no answer given. But I'm only good at replying in words, not verbally. It's so awkward especially mum is also there with me. So I just kept mum at that point of time. But still I try to hide...

I felt I got no use. I dont know how to give comfort to a good fren of mine who is in pain, both physically and mentally. Flashes of him in pain just went flashing through my brain constantly. Hope he would be fine, I would be praying for him.

*Since I made up the decision, I guess there is nothing more to take into consideration!

A PICTURE POST

2010-03-19T17:03:00.005+08:00

2010-03-19T16:54:00.002+08:00

THE DAE

2010-03-18T23:34:00.002+08:00

Todae opening of USS to the public!

Woohoo! working from 10 to 7.30 and Im tired. Due to last night having nightmares and then waking up with a sharp headache. Thinking that I might not be able to work but told myself I will be fine. I'm just too in into my nightmare, a long and scary and eerie one!

Yesterdae the 17th still went LUGE with my dearest Huda, Caroline and MiaoHui. Had lots of fun.

I love our sharing session=)

Todae a worst yet loving dae for me again. Woke up early not able to find this and that. Especially my slippers are missing. The one which I normally wear to work.

At the end of my dae, it ended off with nice fireworks. They were so near me that we teared!
The tear of brightness and joy! with caroline and marjorie! It would have been more fun with huda around with us. But she is enjoying her dae too with her dear bf!

A little too many things to say and nag about. I bought a polo tee from USS and also some post cards. Starting to spend money again... but its alright I guess. Once in a while to indulge in some things that I like and of course yummy churros! DId I spelled it correctly? ? ?

Currently feeling super tired for I stand the whole of the 1 hour journey trip back home.
But I'm still as usual waiting for some calls. I needed some talk with some really good frens before I end my dae off to dreamland.. and I'm waiting =)

FULL OF PICTURES

2010-03-16T21:49:00.010+08:00

Nothing can describe my feelings, only me myself and I knows.
Perhaps huda knows it too. We are feeling the same way.

A QUOTE

2010-03-10T05:56:00.003+08:00

"I serve you in order that I may learn from you.
You accept my service in order that you may teach me."
- Timothy Stanton

I say this somewhere from fb, on someone's profile. And you know who you are =)

I cant get to sleep after the phone call chat yesterdae night, not because I've been thinking of the person whom I talked to, but the things that we talked about. I came to realize so what if I've done many part time job before, my thinking and mindset is not as good as a newbie who just started their very first job in life. THey are clever as of how they should react and do according as a working life. But I find it rather tiring still, in this way you are just constantly having to act and pretend and not being oneself. So does one really have to be a great pretender and join in the gang too???

TOdae does not feel that tired anw as compared to having ample of sleep. Work was fine and I enjoyed working with my qinaide. She just love to call us qinaide. Love her work efficient and everything was done fast and smooth, and she really got the strength which I admire. We dont need guys for we have her, but I know she wont be staying long as she would soon leave us and be back at her school. She mention that she might have the intention to work here but I guess her thinking was the same as me. It all have to depends and now by seeing how the place work, alas!

Went to another popular outlet to get the book that I wanted but I could not find it. And was told by the staff that it was out of stock. Is it really that popular huh?

Beginning to feel tired now... eyes are closing and I find that I cant seems to balance when i stand straight. OR maybe Im turning fat from eating all the tidbits! HAahas that cant be la coz we wont gain weight one in this environment. seems like I need sleep now and no more talking late on the phone.

PLP CERT???

2010-03-09T22:43:00.003+08:00

Am I getting too sensitive or is it that I'm slow to get the hidden meaning behind those words?
I rmb there was once which I was talking abt the salary when terry asked me if I got PLP cert.
I was like huh whats that, he then continue to just asked me if I have the PLP cert. I says no and then he says of course I dont have if not my pay now would be higher.
I got what he meant=) laughing to myself and thinking of those people at my workplace.

Now I start to think of it, having the PLP cert indeed let one climb ahead of others. This cert is so impt to let the top people think highly of you and giving you more responsibility for they think you have the ability to handle it. I'm like trying to analyze the behavior behind all this new organization and found that there has always seems to be RFI. Being a new organization is not a reason for all this things and happening.

I talked to my person in charge abt it. Should I pretend to always be doing work when the fact is there is nothing else to do? or should I just do what is suppose to be do. HE mention that I should act to be doing work like what the rest is doing. But over the years, I've been trying hard to learn how to be myself and not what others want me to be. I don't live for others, I don't own a living to others. BUt when the fact is that there is nothing to do, why do we have to pretend to find something to do or always re-do things which are already in place??? this is something which I can't figure out and can someone again enlightened me!!!

I do what I'm suppose to do and I finish my work and thats it, I dont see the reason in doing nothing and when the managers are here, pretend to stand up and find things to do or speaking out to ask others to do something. What does that means? To show that you are the one who has the potential to be promoted to a higher level? Go ahead for no one is snatching for any post, I'm not. I'm already contented with my salary and my life.

This is something so sickening and SUX. I dont have the PLP cert and I wont have it. I don lick the boots of anyone and wont, never ever wont. Still we should just be ourself and do what we should do and what we want. Therefore I have got no rights to stop those who wants to continue to act do be doing things. =)

But always, I feel better talking to someone. And todae I talked to my second buddy for 1 hour plus on the phone which makes me feel better.

AFFAIRS

2010-03-08T06:21:00.004+08:00

Seen the news on the latest affrairs???
It really amazed me! How they can be mutually attracted?
But then, its something we cant judge them for we are not in their shoes. Sometimes things just happen for no reason, and the many affairs that is surrounding me does not make this extraordinary. J"ust that this is unbelievable and does not sound convincing.

I hope to complete this and see the end result=)

Todae somehow think alot, talk alot and ask myself alot. With all the why from huda suddenly makes me think, really think what I really want! Life has always not been live fully for I am always trying to just please others. What I can do and what I cannot do, there seems to always be limitations for me. Just because my mum says no to a choice that I Want, and that cause me to lost the opportunity of entering shatec. or sometimes even just because of something I want, people around me will start to give comments and that makes me have second thought about something which I want to achieve. It never ever makes me wonder who I'm living for.

Not to say that receiving comments is not good, in fact is good but is to individual as of how one be able to listen and still decides on themselves. why why why? why in the first place I am here in this place working as a retail sales associate. I dont know why but after thinking I still don't know, so I guess I landed in the wrong place. Is it time for change or should I think, really think where I wanna go and what I really want!

THE PICTURES ARE HERE

2010-03-08T06:12:00.006+08:00

FInally I'm able to upload these pictures up to blogger. I've been on bad terms with blogger for picture cant seems to be uploaded!

We aren't playing, instead we are real damn working.

See how we girls have to shift those things from one side to another, and guys get lost! For we girls can manage and wont die because you guys are not there for us. We can be as strong as you can never think of!

Not going to let anything beat us down, to learn to love yourself before you learn to love others and take care of one another.

THis is not a playing scene, but a never give up one. Despite having no ladders at the point of time, huda the incredible hulk sister sure can be able to try something which I wont try. =) Thats her! She got lots of ideas!

Currently it's now 6.21am and work dae again. LEt's go!

2010-03-07T20:59:00.002+08:00

I cant seems to upload any picture taken using my phone. So I have this from fb from which people tag me with. =)

ANY TITLE WILL DO =)

2010-03-04T20:14:00.005+08:00

A tiring dae for me for I have my dental appt in the late morning, and it's really torturing for me to stay there with my mouth open for those scary tools to be in and out of my mouth. Now feeling so physically and mentally tired and I guess this is only the starting. I really have to listen to the dentist to stop popping sweets in my mouth now and then.

After which meet up with little sister for movie, Alice in Wonderland!!! Woohoo~ its been long since my last movie huh. This time round no more 3d for i dont want to feel giddy anymore after the show. The movie is nice, nice and nice. And im in my own wonderland now. Sometimes it's good to day dream and think of impossible things. =)

Thinking back yesterdae had a nice dae too. Some fun at work and after work luge with my working colleagues. One of which is a new interns from NYP and another one which I dislike. Yes admit that I use to dislike him and now im trying to making everything to a neutral. Initially was thinking why some F**** ppl say they dislike him yet so close with him trying to suck his butt. This kind of people are the one whom I should be aware of! Well anw its my first time playing the luge and kind of scary for me. But the second time I get more stable of it and able to play more relax.

This weekend again off for me. Last sat clearing my Off in lieu for good fridae which is not here yet and this sat clearing my labor dae which is in may. So funnie how would people possibly force us to take off. if labor dae is not allow then I would have to touch my AL already!!!!! ITS ok, for if my AL are gone, its time for me to go too! isnt it!

2010-03-04T18:55:00.001+08:00

IS IT SO?

2010-02-16T22:53:00.003+08:00

When I'm working, I crave for my off dae. And when my off dae is here, I wanna work! why is this sooooo???

lots of things happen since work, all those ugly dirty things which I thought would not exist is here. You get to see how disgusting human beings can be.

Smoking during work is not a crime, but it is something I felt unfair.

ok let's say abt racist-ism. I agreed with my frens, and they too agreed with me that it's really a san sheng bu xing to have a mgr that is different race from you for they will be racist. IT IS NOT because im racist thats why Im making this comment but so far what I see and what I say is nth but the truth. So now I need a example.... ok example number 1:

e.g. mgr and team lead is race number XXX , and the rest are race number YYY. So you get to see that the XXX speaks in their language and is this fair to YYY annnot?

This is so UNFAIR. How could this have happen???

and when staff feedback on certain issues, there seems to be no action taken. It is a sad thing. But sometimes, hmmm certain issues can be fast.

One of the most hot topic was abt a staff being questioned abt things she posted on her blog. Erm not mine! She merely put there something something... but its the fact and she was asked to removed it or what. This kind of issues can really spread and people who found that are clever too!

Todae went to have my toy catching at ms and suntec. but its a disappointment. only a single piece. then to ps to meet little sis and shop. roar

And me got lots of things to say and I shall say it next time round.

2010-02-16T13:23:00.002+08:00

They say now, is then the beginning of life.
But why do I feel that it's not at all!
Time spent at working is more than anything else.
Yet when it comes to off dae, =__=

NO UPDATES

2010-02-01T22:58:00.002+08:00

Time is really not enough... and it seems that my 2 off dae per week is also not enough at all!
Especially I can’t only get 4 hours of sleep like I use to in the past, for health is deteriorating.

So when time is even not enough for me, I won’t even give a damn to the political issues arising. There are definite some people who try to lick the butt of managers, stab you (or almost everyone) real hard with the world’s most invincible dagger, trying to receive the Asian best actor award and etc.

But it touches me most when I get to see how caring and sweet can my colleagues/friends be, heartbreaking when people who are suppose to leave don’t leave and people who I wish would stay leave.

Once again it’s the second month of the year, and I had already received my first full time pay! And also its time for me to sleep now…

NEED PILLS OF MOTIVATION

2010-01-21T23:59:00.002+08:00

I think i'm like what roy says, trying to fit into a place which does not belongs to me. I'm stubborn and the more people ask me to give up, the more perseverance I am. At times I felt my energy being drained out yet I have to pretend that i'm fine. I'm losing all the motivations that was all the while within me.

The first and ever time? When I say 我真的很想你 is really from the heart. Not to my bf, not to my mum or dad or silbings, but a fren whom I like. Nevertheless about your reply, for im happie about it if you meant it.
I think I really too sensitive about lots of things, am I?

CARELESS

2010-01-20T22:59:00.002+08:00

Why am I so careless??? I dont blame anyone now but myself for not counting all the individual coins. A very careless mistake thinking that its only the second dae and it should be correct and in the end I have a shortage of 10dollars. It would have been my fault if I did sales with cash but all transaction were credit so there should be no mistake. But then I have a shortage of cash in float, who should I blame but myself for not counting. Im tired of finding out why is this so and all the craps, it is enough. Add in a 10dollars and everything is solve, isnt it a good solution? It's not that money that Im unhappie about, I just cant figure it out why Im unhappie abt? is it the people that cause my emotions to turn out like this? I dont need that person to at the end of it compensate me with a 5 dollar note, is not the money that count.

Who are to to boss me around??? You are not even my manager, and you have the cheeks to lecture me/us? EVen if its the manager, they also wont do this. So what if you use the manager name? To show me that someone superior says so or whatever so, then what abt if I use the OM name, isnt it more significant???

Enough of all the shyt! I deeply thanks the people who care.

Im pretty excited todae... because I touch kungfu panda hand!!! l0l and I wave to betty boop and she said hallo to me and other people as well of course. I make a ghost face at woodywoodpecker and etc. tml would be another dae.... and im not going to just sit down there and tolerate any more shyts=)

2 SIDE of EVERYTHING

2010-01-19T22:19:00.002+08:00

Over-prepared is always better than not well-prepared. My first dae of doing cashier and that goes the same for the other 2 member of mine in this new place =) and *CLAPS* for my first transaction done and I've only got 2 transaction todae! Thanks my hulk sister for assisting me, and so sorry I dont wish to mention some incidents that drives me to my grave. There are always this kind of people, I thought I wont have to face this kind of situation in my outlet, in my place, but it seems that it is the same. the 2 sided people. But my hulk sister is great! So nervous...

gogogo~

2010-01-18T17:15:00.003+08:00

Somehow suddenly I felt something is missing.
Thurs - off
Fri - working
Sat - off
Sun - working
Mon - off

Haahas must be wondering what a weird arrangement. Dont ask me, I dont know either. Just that something crops up and some funnie incident that cause this. hmmm

I'm so in love with my new prawning rod -black and red. Its kind of a bit ex but till I know someone bought a rod for two to three hundred plus then I know mine cant be compared. But most is that I like it. =)

=)

2010-01-16T22:08:00.001+08:00

woohoo~ Im feeling so happie =)

I know I will be because of you guys around me. LOVE ALL OF YOU LAH!

THE REAL WORKING LIFE

2010-01-15T07:15:00.001+08:00

Just like no more kids play, it's real and you get to see the cruel part and most realistic nature of everything. But I just got to learn, to be careful with what comes out from my mouth, and to things that goes in my ear, I have 2 options which is to listen and act accordingly and the other which is to listen from one ear and comes out from the other ear.

Someone in my workforce told me that now is the real working environment of my life, different from the past previous part-time or short term job that I did before. And alot of things is going to be different. But at least if something bothers me for todae, I'm going to forget it tml. Just like tuesdae evening was pissed off by the last minute notice that I got to work on my off dae on wednesdae. The problem with me being angry was that why other people from other side got to know this but I and someone was only told last minute. The person who has whatever or so needs to inform us did not do so earlier due to whatever reason is being irresponsible and hoe could this have happen? reason for pissed off was on wednesdae had planned for something else since I know it was my off dae.

ANW on wednesdae I wont say it was a bad dae for me to work. Although there were some issues regarding to work and uniforms but everything overall was ok still. Crack some jokes among them and also gotten prank by some of my other working colleagues. Except for my legs are really rotting soon, so tiring that got to wear that shoes and stand for so long and the mozzies are attacking me. End of the dae was super tired and hungry... and bf came to accompany me home. and someone called to make a prank still on this very night. =__= Im not so stupide to believe that MBS would called for an interview at 11pm. nah~

Ytd had my replacement off dae but nth to be done becoz Im so tired and having feverish headaches that I slept and rest for whole dae. I wonder if the mozzie are the reason behind it.

got to prepare for work now!!! GOOD BYE! =)

AS THE DAES GOES

2010-01-09T21:49:00.001+08:00

I've not been feeling well todae! But who can help me. Bad dae!

Some pervert malay uncle stuck chewing gums on my hair.

Work been fine... for enjoyed myself with my teamates. nitez

2009 ANYHOW PICK PICS

2010-01-05T23:02:00.001+08:00

the past random picture.

now is time to move forward. having my pos assessment tml. so many things which I wanted to share but I could not. shall share it with domokun tonight. l0l

HAPPIE NEW YEAR

2010-01-01T12:01:00.003+08:00

HAPPIE 2010!!!!

A series of events happening in 2009... I'm loving it! Lots of achievement for me and I believe I got to still work hard and play hard for the next year still and possible study hard, for my next level.

Just before 2009 ends, there's 2 daes spent at USS and that is enough for me to end my 2009. I got to know my new future working colleagues and blah blah blah which I should not and cannot elaborate here further. The last dae which was 31st I had a great dae... got to know that I will be having a long holidae which means that this weekends I would also be on leave and not working. Myla also called me and had a little chat with her over the phone and she told me about her situation over there. She kind of worried but hope everything would be fine for her. Hmmm... I also got to learn something new, doing a handicraft work which I've been longing for someone to teach me and now I finally learn it. I shall post the pictures later on and also some due pictures to officially end my 2009. Also it has always been the same for every year, I dont need any new year resolution. What matter is you know what you want to achieve is enough and to me I would work harder if people try to challenge me.

Other than that 2009 is a nice year, super nice. I got my doggie and lots of stuff my new phone my new laptop blah blah. I got like won 4d just recently although not much a few hundred bucks. Got the what money from govt and just a few daes before 2009 end I caught 3 soft toys myself at suntec while waiting for bf. Also I know nice frens... sorry la I dont want to mention those lousy people... so get off my sight. Haahas... and hallo i got a orh ba kak on my head to welcome me to 2010. Well, I bump into the shelf during work. how funnie can that be.

Having a Christmas that was sooo crowded was more than enough... new year was spent at home watching tv awaiting for 2010 to arrive. Mummy counted the stuffs on my bed and make a comment that it's too much. And now I got another domokun to join the family. Welcome! I'm so jealous that stupide drloke just came back from winning. I got the evidence that he will treat a room stay in rws with some terms and conditions. Haahas.. Im waiting.

Now Im going to throw in the past 2009 pictures, some random one and hope in year 2010, my goal is that I hope I have goals!

argh... I cant seems to upload any! Next time perhaps ... =)

TOMORROW IS THE DAE!

2009-12-28T22:52:00.003+08:00

I'm currently looking forward to the arrival of tomorrow because will be heading down to USS with the rest of the full-time staff. Will miss my casual frens who wont be with me tml. I was rather excited knowing about this news, woohoo~ But me was busy hunting for shoes after todae training which end at about 2plus. I headed to here and there looking for a pair of covered shoes because mine was rather more not the safe type which I dont know why. I dont see any difference in the current covered shoes of mine compared to the one which they say suppose to be covered and with shoelace. ANW I kind of know what they want, something like a sneakers but to me safe or not is the same, unless you tell me to wear safety boots I can confirmed that ITS SUPER SAFE! HAving kind of indecisive because the one that I bought would only be worn for a few daes as working there will be another kind of shoes waiting for me. So I cant possibly buy a branded one. In turn, I look for a cheap one and heard them telling me bata sells cheap shoes. Who says is cheap huh? L0L not really but too bad now everyone is full of children waiting for school reopen. I still manage to grab a pair, not from bata but from dono which shop at JP.

Since I'm there, decide to go Harris to get my book but I cant seems to find it. Went popular and oh my gosh. I thought I went into some kind of shop that has been rob. Everything was in a mess, how I wish I could have takne photos for you guys to have a look. The queue was even longer than buying 4d queue. Are they short handed? Shopping at msia is indeed different... service is one I would say is a sure difference. Not to say which side is good or bad, just that there is a difference. Got to wake up 4.30 tml... I got to make it in time to meet up at 7.45.

I rmb that some time back my first dae or second dae I did inform some of my frens that RWS is still recruiting some sales associate and also other position available and I asked them to spread the message. However I came to realize that the message was not successfully spread. Was it something on purpose? How selfish can humans being be to just care of themselves.

PS: I will survive!

HOLIDAES SEASON IS OVER

2009-12-27T23:49:00.002+08:00

I had a long holidae full of fun and laughters. Sorry that pictures are in my phone but not here because I have troubles trying to send pictures to new laptop.

Started with eve of Christmas having to turn up at Pandan Garden for training...after which receive a small gift from future colleague. Then they had a small celebration which includes a super huge cake, some drinks and also some tokens for a few people. Mac for lunch... then suppose to go for my hair cut in the noon but the person was not free, appointment was full on list. Met bf and cousin at Jurong and head down to bugis for Alvin and the Chipmunks after our dinner at V8 cafe. I waited long for my food, wondering whats the difference between a normal piece of cake and a log cake because it makes no difference to me. Movie was nice, though we sat the first 3 rows from the front. and we were in the toilet when the clock strikes 12, anw we don celebrate christmas, just outing for fun. Headed down to orchard and was full of people, spraying those foams here and there, people are crazy. Haahas and even bought small christmas hat.. we were having fun. But got to catch last train back.

Woke up quite late the next morning but went in msia evening for steamboat. Woots~ ITS SO NICE LA. Can catch fire one somemore... l0l. but some people are too dirty, they use their hands to grab the prawns choosing those bigger one perhaps. Perhaps different culture. And we had 7 people squeezing into a car which suppose only have the capacity of 5 people. Having fun while they wanted to go in a lane where they said is all ah guas. But no luck because there was none! Mahjong the night and stayed there for a night. Losing money...

wake up the next morning watching a msia local short show while waiting the rest to get up. had breakfast at a nice place which i dont know call what. half boiled eggs were nicer than those I had in sg... the yuan yang peng was even nicer!!! 5 star I would rate! Then the whole dae had journey here and there but is still 7 people in a car, but i'm happie because is so much fun. bought quite alot of thins, all small items and especially ate alot. They went bowling which I watched...night time again ate at a place which amazed me. Sooooo many stalls and things to eat... and its like a super huge pasar malam with lots of things to see and buy. But I got to rush back to sg for I never really intend to stay another night. Had so much fun I guess everyone would love to go msia for shopping or whatever so. Cant be anyone that had never been to msia?

But my doggie seriously missed me so much! l0l

It's sundae and it's prawning time. Because my sweeties would be sure to pull me along but bf is too addictive to it and join in for fun. and guess what, I had my fav stingray for dinner.

Hmmm 2009 is ending and time to welcome 2010. 2009 is a fruitful year for me. So much incident to mention for it. But it's time for me to sleep now because I'm working still tml, training =) gogogo~

ARE YOU REALLY HAPPIE?

2009-12-23T20:39:00.002+08:00

WEEKENDS
watch avatar... and having steamboat with bf and mummy. after which on sundae we went prawning all the way till morning 4am. Well I could not take it but have a 1 hour nap in the car but the moment I reach home around 4.30plus I went to bath and wash my hair and decide not to sleep anymore. In the end, it makes my mondae worst! Yawning all the way~
Tuesdae
Got to know which area I'm assigned to already. Hmmm...
Went on a mission to shop with 2 of my new fren. EVERYONE shops... I cant say it out loud. ANW, went IMM with myla and miao hui shopping on 3 major shops, Esprit, FOX and The Face Shop. End up of course buying some merchandise.
Wednesdae
Everything was so chaotic, it was the first time I felt this way. All the past nice happenings that I use to see all vanish, what has happen? Reaching there to find that everything was so disorganize, there could have been a better way rather than making us do the extra work and making us looks so idiotic. Should not elaborate more, everything just mess up todae! Also I came to realize tat in a big group like ours, there are bound to be some people that u like/admire or some people that you dislike. If it is only me as an individual having this kind of thinking that I dislike who and who, I have to accept that it is only my own point of view. But if a few or a group of people also agree and dislike this whoever and so, it is then a fact that this person have something that are dislike by the majorities. So what about this person that is dislike by the majorities? He/she would not have know it...

But still I passed my written, role play and did the measurements for the uniforms. I felt so stupide having to wake up early morning 5 to read through all the important star star slides, in the end all were just MCQ qns. I felt so anxious and huh huh huh for the role play, for i tink I dont really did a good job. In the first play we could only role play on the normal service but how could they have test us on the product when we did not even know the products yet. Is as though as im now working in for example F&B and you are asking me to promote a hair dye kind of situation to me. Lastly, I felt so embarrassing and also how come it is this way for the measurements to be taken. In a room with nothing, and in groups you just have to go in and take off and try on the uniforms. ALthough all are girls, but is like.... lets swap the positions as in us and them, would they have raise up their objections. but can we?

Off to meet bf for buying some Christmas present. Althought I dont celebrate, just browsing around buying some gifts for some frens. And my doggie too got his Christmas gift!!! =) now I understand why people loves to send gifts to one another, because it just makes one feel happie knowing that the other party is happie. Happiness are meant to be shared!

Tml would be another half dae. gogogo~

PS: He says i'm still a little girl, I'm not!
PSS: I dont need you to guide me along.. I believe I can still succeed my own way through

5 DAES PAST

2009-12-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

thursdae

I'm feeling tired now! Since training start been feeling tired most of the time when i reach home and wants to get to sleep even before 12am. Todae was fun, lots of laughter and i love my team todae! They are so great, gogogo. IM HAPPIE!

did DISC profile and I belongs to the C. Indeed it is changing since the last time I did. also leads to me rmb that that dae we were having building our own portable hotel thaat holds our guest and my other team won out of so many teams.So much activities and even role play. l0l I thought I would not have to touch on role play anymore. my team members have so much ideas to contribute especially with a high I in there. She adds on the spices. Happie to hear that would be getting a cert in retail after this training provided that I pass all my written and role play too! sounds familier!

after that went jp with bf. it was a last minute decision for i wanted to buy something. shop around just for a tiny little while. realize that most of the shops are hiring foreign talent. opps did I use the word talent. hmmm talent is not the word that I intend to use to describe them but its not nice to say anything here. U know I know can already. I Singaporean style so I talk like Singaporean singlish.

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It's fridae! thinking of lots of things. I dont know just felt that todae was a bad dae. Mind does not seems to be working and ear seems to be blocking. I'm thinking of how come suddenly I see thatt he standard is there, and in turn of eye everyone seems to be so ungracious. Thinking of that dae when I ming ming was at the front reaching my turn soon and then people from all over being so rude starts to cut in the Q. Is this what they should do? I thought I feel so lucky and honored to be able to sit in there hearin that lots and lots of people and we are the chose one and in the end suddenly everything seems to turn so ugly.

But I really enjoyed too! with nice team members that I knew. the U students!!! the high I people that leads the team.and also me being the alien for todae's activity. lots of fun still. got my polo shirt ytd and now got to wash and prepare to go on-site for work. when ? hmmm...

next week would be a busy one. lots of upcoming... =)

PS: I wish it's true, and I would want/love to bring my friend and families in to UUS. =)

BIG BIG BALLOON

2009-12-16T23:04:00.004+08:00

a super big balloon for me to blow all the happening for todae in so that I wont have to be afraid that information might be leak out to a third party. Haahas.

todae training was fun... assign to different team and this is going on for the rest of the daes. 24th would be half dae and 25th off. woots~I'm yawning. and also a little test still.. makes me have the feeling that im still having my written assessment. l0l and I got my photo badge and name tag already.

lots of laughter todae... and i'm again tired. tml would be 8.30 instead of 9. I got to be on time, earlier to meet frens and not be late. if not there will be ah long to collect money from us.

tired...

PS: everything sounds and looks nice, when it comes to Q-ing, i wonder in the first place are they the chosen one for the right job.

IS WHAT I WANT!

2009-12-15T23:41:00.002+08:00

the second dae only... glad that i have company for lunch break. if not i'm going to get more bored. something happen early in the morning that makes me run all the way from lrt station back to my house. Normally it takes around 7 mins or so for me to walk from house to lrt station, but this morning I took 2 mins ro run back. phew~ and another 3 mins to run back to station coz i thought I would be late.

then was listening halfway when i felt that my bladder was bursting! Due to the sugarcane water offered during tea break, urgently held back and thought I wanted to wait till lunch break till i go toilet. Reason for not going in the middle was because I have to pass by 140plus people? l0l thats lots of people and eyes would be all on you. In the end still went because it was already the high peak.

after training program todae, 2 people waiting for me to meet them. little sis and bf. went vivo and ate lots of little snacks. 3 of us are crazy i guess, me indulging with ice cream, sis with vege pie and shitake mushroom and bf with beef and meatballs. yummy yummy! my headaches were gone then, previously cause by the pipi~ of the whistles during the game.

tml training would be 9 to 6. Let's see how it goes =) and this is going to go on and on, because i dont want to start aLL OVER AGAIN. shall elaborate more.

anw, RWS is still hiring and I got some forms with me if anyone is interested.
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=) SMILE c'mon people. LEt's work hard! JIAYOU!

SO TIRED

2009-12-14T23:23:00.002+08:00

Todae woke up as early as 5.30 and left home 6.30 the moment I was done. It was super early that I dont even have the time to on my laptop for games. First dae of work from 8 to 3.30pm, but then ended early. I got my AIA card and also island pass but not yet my ID badge, where is it???

myla the girl whom I met while we sign contract gotten hers, but where is mine? Kind of so loss looking over for people to ask about on certain issues and in the end found that everyone seems to be so busy? are they so busy? why? someone entertain me pls!!!

but I'm soooooooooo WOW. by all the intro that the speaker gave, I so wish tonight I would be able to visit RWS in my lalaland. I wanna stay and take a look, real look at those hotels in there, the universal studios, the rides, the nice nice restaurants where waitress are nicely dress and dance while I eat, the nice walk down the isle, and many many more. Throw the work aside, I want to visit it, stay there the hotels! woots~

Through the induction program, tea break and lunch was provided. I hate to eat rice during the lunch, I want noodles can??? spaghetti can annot huh ? tml would be the same timing but much more on guest services. no shorts, no denim jeans, no polos, something confortable yet no this, no that, no slippers, no track shoes, so what am I going to wear? so contradicting thinking about it. =__=

TIME FLYS

2009-12-13T23:37:00.002+08:00

I'm now updating with my new laptop, which was bought yesterdae. So happie with it because my old lappy was dead for long and I'm not really able to access to intenet at all. At times little sister lend me her's but not convenience. So fast, tml would be the 14th and it's going to be first dae work/training. The past 1 week or so was really tiring but happie too.

Happenings like my last reminder letter for receiving the GST thing which was 400bucks.

and won 4d the number that belongs to be and bf, 500bucks though it was little and something to rejoice about. bought the scratch it 1bucks and won 5bucks. Also went to ROM be withness for my sweetiePie with bf. lots of prawning with sweetiePie and also went makan at lots of place till i'm turning fat. went in to msia midnight just to get bf passport for some urgent purpose, makan there and little shopping and then back to come out of sg with him. iluma for toy catching but was so disappointed la. watched feng yun 2 and also buying of my new laptop. been very indecisive over the brand to choose as i'm a IT noob, I only wait for choosing part. but to forget the unhappie part, I went to dentist and did a temp closing as I got to go do root canel treatment and crown, I ate the med which I thought it would not be much problem for I know I'm only allergy to panadol. In the end my eye swollen, my face and everything was so horrible that I thought i'm going to die. Luckily everything is fine now, it's been so long since this happen. =(

I got so much happenings to share then, for I thought time after the course would be difficult to past but in the end time flys and now tml would be starting work already. Shall updae again then, nitez! =)

p.s hallo my soulmate, you are once my soulmate but are you now? You know the best yourself.

=)

2009-12-08T23:52:00.002+08:00

dear laptop in ICU going to pronounce dead soon.
well actually been more than a week since laptop cant be use, its a sad thing.
I could only use little sis laptop sometimes, din wanna use her's for too long either. IF not might be heading down to usual places for hanging around using coms at lan shop. meanwhile, bye for the time being till the birth of my new laptop.

Shut up

2009-12-05T02:05:00.000+08:00

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2009-12-03T02:16:00.003+08:00

A dae gone just like this!
and i'm so tired.
bring doggie for microchipping, he make kelian noise throughout the whole journey
as though he knew where we are going to bring him to.
He keep on struggling in the car making most of his fur landed on the seats.
Next he yell so loud while mum was buying something, in the middle of parade square.
Then vomited after his mircochipping on the way back home. Eek.

Night time, rush over to custom to get things from bf.
So rush because afraid there isnt bus anymore.
But going in to msia shopping soon=) but not todae.

tml i got to wake up super early too... tired. and it's something surprise that I could make to to blog tonight. I haven't been able to online properly for the past few daes. =(

Woohoo~

2009-12-01T00:08:00.003+08:00

This bdae cake that appear a few daes ago in the middle of the night at 3am. Loving it so much, Chocolate FUDGE cake!!!

It taste and smell so much good. Thinking of it let me forget the rotten smell of my rod. Phew~ My rod was wet inside unknowingly and place in the car for few daes till it smells when i use it that dae. Eeks~

Well, my last OA for the last module. I only pass after going in twice. I was after JEREMY, the second for todae. I went in for only my first and second question and thrown out of the room, and asked to come back at 2pm. Luckily after uncle tan quickly went in again and whee~ Too kan chiong... roar.

done done done...

WOOTS~

2009-11-29T23:25:00.003+08:00

woohoo~ gone for some time because laptop was down. I could not connect to any wireless at all!

I'm crazy! I went to wikipedia search for resort world, Universal Studios because some funnie people don't even know whats that. Me too, a little confusing in the first place about MBS and and RWS. I went to read on their Universal Studios and was really amazing about all the opening.

Click here for more info!

So fun, my fav Goldilocks. I saw it and was ahhhhhh . I rmb it was the story about the 3 bears la.

I'm having my OA, LAST OA tml and yet i have not even read a single bit yet.

^__^

2009-11-26T20:25:00.003+08:00

tada~ cute little stuffs that are caught ytd at MS prize stage. seldom go there because wkends are always filled with creatures. Yesterdae was the last dae of lessons, had pizza with classmates in school as they ordered it, photo-taking session and I believe everyone enjoyed theirselves! After that went to MS with classmates for toy catching, it's addictive is'nt it. Quite some time since I last played at iluma and caught that mr bean bear.

Todae woke up early as usual not for OA but went down to RWS office to sign my contract. And woots, was informed that I would be at Universal Studio. BUt for most of the other information would be informed at a later date. Hmmmm... but the commence date would be at 14th dec which means training would be starting on that dae. Kind of confuse and asked them but the answer that they gave was also unclear.

I'm happie. =)

Had a little chat with dr loke ytd, felt so much better. heed for his adviceand seems to have a clearer idea of what I should do and how I should handle next time. Sometimes, things are still so unpredictable. Well, dr loke don't mind if I help her matchmake and find her a girl right... really!?!?!?

TOMORROW IS THE DAE!

2009-11-24T22:46:00.003+08:00

YIPPEE! To be exact, tomorrow would be the last dae of last module and on the 30th I would be having my OA and thats it for school.

Another matter to rejoice about, I would be signing my Letter of Appointment this coming thursdae with Resort World. =)

I hope it would be the right choice, giving up on butterfly park. One big round, after I consider and accept butterfly park as tour host and then rejecting and accepting Resort world offer. Although butterfly park so attractive for me to accept..... and blah blah if its not u maybe.

It's really a tough one to make up my mind. Been thinking about it after my fridae interview and even while prawning I keep on think about it till I make up my mind. Too bad now, I don't know what has cause the reason to change my mind. It is because of the new RWS and MBS that I study this course, curious to find out what it's like.

Oh ya, sundae went to the new prawning place at geylang. A place with 6 ponds... consider indoor then but I don't like. Stuffy and fainting~ and then 7 hours of prawning back at farmart that explain the reason i'm not in school on mondae. I lied for 1 hour and that becomes until 1pm.

hmmm got to rest early my gastric is still acting up.

but still talking to dr loke now... asking jan 10-12 there's a room for us scandals hallo anyone want to go?

TIRED~

2009-11-23T23:54:00.002+08:00

dalang dalang~ I'm tired and I don't wanna talk more on anything.
My mood: Happie
So i wish small little things wont put me down.
one word disappointed with you, your reaction and behavior.
it took like weeks to know you, befriend you but just 1 dae or 1 min to make my mindset on you change. How powerful is that huh!
anw nitez people...

MISSING

2009-11-22T00:28:00.005+08:00

I love it, everything!
It has become a habit that I need the help, care and concern. Indeed as time past, I realize not that everything can be done alone. I use to believe that I don't really need accompany from people to help me in life such as things which need to be accomplish can be done within myself. Now I appreciate the care and concern from people, my dear frens. It has become a habit, a daily routine, and something which seems to be part of my life. I just love when I know when I'm going and whose there for me.

anw my second interview on fridae, hmmm. No comments but was kind of surprise. &_&
but still what you want might not always be according to plan, so why think so much right?
thinking much only give the opportunity for gray hair to come out.

going to watch dalang dalang... =)

纸包不住火

2009-11-20T10:05:00.003+08:00

No matter how hard you try to lie, to pretend,
to act, to bluff, to backstab, to hide,
to be a two-sided-angel & demon,
at the end of the dae,
small puzzles came to form the whole picture.

It's all because of jealousy, that's why people are like this.

Jealousy can live
Without a mind,
Without a heart,
Without a soul,
Even without God.

or perhaps there's other reason behind it.

When you notice people are treating you different,
think!
What have you done?
If you really can't figure it out, too bad.
For I think it's really no point in making you understand.

Time check now:10.16am
and my interview time would be at 3.30pm.
I'm really confusing? Hmmm... indecisive as of what I should do.
Big thankyou to my classmates and dearest frens who gave me advice.
I shall see later on or maybe until the last minute something will "DING", strikes my mind and I will have a decision there waiting for me.

Looking at the class schedule, 3 more lessons to go. 23,24,25
then my oral assessment on 30th november,
and I'm/we're done for this diploma course! Hip hip hooray!

GOGOGO

2009-11-20T00:06:00.002+08:00

Happie milk for my pretties who read my blog on the 2 sided snake! Drink more ok =) l0l

Had my role play with uncle tan todae and everything was smooth and fine. I had wanted to reach earlier then my timing at 11.40am, but due to jam I only reach 11.10. Good job everyone!

Haahas nth that I want to update now.

POINTLESS

2009-11-16T23:41:00.002+08:00

it seems pointless to me now. I'm just like tired to say anything or do anything. Chance and chance again despite what others say or how they try to persuade me, I choose to believe myself. tired. I need rest. So sick and tired that I wont want to see a single msg that I will just delete it away.

PRAWNS PRAWNS

2009-11-16T18:47:00.002+08:00

So in love with prawn-ing. I just enjoy being there, able to relax and think better. People there are nice, all sorts of people. Sounds so familiar to our poly daes where they love to go toilet to look for 灵感。 I'm addicted till my fri, sat and sun are spent there slacking away. It's because I have time to spent, thus pls stop saying it's a waste of time. Well, I don't have anymore tuition perhaps less to the max.

But be realistic huh... it's weekdae again and back to school. Just the few more lessons to go and bye bye school. But sad thing is that it's working time! Not really sad then, love working if enviroment is good, people are good. Eh, if people are not good I will still stay on for I will fight to the end =). It's just within oneself to determine happie or sad, why so serious? l0l

As I said, todae is international day for tolerance so I will tolerate any shyt matter. PEACE!
But heartbeat do beats faster when I heard of such bad news. I PRAY FOR my frens, and everyone!

I saw lots of show this few daes. I saw a movie name 很想和你在一起. A touching show... nice plot and so real life to me. Also not forgetting my dramas, 下一站幸福. Hey hey hey, I'm not so drama freak already ok.

It really makes me wonder what would your reaction be. To pretend that you never saw that or make a comment about it. Or you will be curious as of why I said that, will you?

I HATE IT YET LOVING IT

2009-11-14T23:05:00.006+08:00

What do you see yourself let say 5 years down the road?

Sort of similar questions posted to me during one of the interviews! Some other questions such as...

Are you passionate? Define!

Is like you are interviewing for 2 position that are of big gaps, so what you really want out of it?

It's not an easy job here, no stock-taking, no inventory and most impt you deal with all kind of customer here. So how and what will you do let's say take for instance it is a rainy dae now and there is frustrating customer here wanting to go outdoor?

It's not about just getting the pay and there is not much work to be done here but you really have to be able to cope with their frustrations.

I can see you make a big change from engineering to tourism so whats the reason behind it?
If I were to call your friends and ask them about you, what positive comments do you think they will give?

and what about your teachers or facilitators?

In what areas have they told you that you need to improve on?

We have all sorts of people here, some for attachment from overseas which gets very very little amount, one on volunteer not getting paid at all.

Also alot of people is interviewing for this position.

So how do you feel if you about it?
any questions?
any questions?
any questions?
FO!!!

I'm so like argh from all this, although it's only 2 interview. I wont want to comment on which and which, it's pointless. and wondering if I shall go for the other interview on mondae, perhaps just give it a try like what others said.

Fridae 13th interview was at butterfy park. Uncle Tan was kind to take the train with me to harbourfront centre although I don't know why he wanted to go there. Oh ya, he went to Daiso and not forgetting he had a conversation with some chicago ladies while on the way out of the station towards vivo. Both of us curious of what language they were speaking and he eventually step ahead to speak to them.

Well, first time up on the monorail. I seldom go to sentosa and last visit was apr 15 2006. Hmmm I can rmb the last visit and the person who I went with! Anyway the journey was a kuku one... for I was sure it was Imbiah station yet when the door opened at that station, everyone just dash in and I dont even got a chance to get out. I saw the staff hand directing to get in quickly and I suppose it was an extra stop? In the end when the door close and proceed off to the next station, it announced Beach Station and I knew I missed my stop.

Since I'm there, had a look around. Not much changes and I start to rmb few years back when I visited! So some pictures took there in the butterfly park.

This merlion reminds me of the discussion with vincent about what should we name the 2 giant pandas coming to singapore from china. He got lots o funnie ideas and in the end I suggest it should be si si chen chen since singapore is a 师城。 --> I'm not sure if it's the correct word. In the end his funnie idea turn out to be 死死沉沉。l0l.

Todae another interview at e2i and I again woke up early. Not knowing how long does it takes to travel from petir to redhill. and wondering early morning if I should wear formal or just anyhow. Till now... I'm wondering and wondering. Mondae another interview.. shall see again.

I'm tired now!

You taught me to be strong, and yes I did it even to the extend that you could never think of.
Now what I'm witness-ing, just looks like a stage drama to me.
Yes, we are all the actors and actressess but it was you staging the show.
Just tell me how did you make me to believe you from he start, jc.

HENDERSON WAVES

2009-11-10T23:27:00.000+08:00

Woohoo~ Competence for oral assessment todae and that left with one last module before graduating. End of Nov and I'm done with school=) but that means I will have to start working after that for at least 6 months in tourism industry. Hope my 2 interview this weekend are a success.

This morning again is a chaotic one, stupide 190! The bus is always full and worst still when it's after 8am and I can't even squeeze up the bus. HAahas not that bad as in squeeze la but just got to wait and wait. hallo my free rides are not for me anymore, nomore!

I got a whole lot dae to free time to spent my time. So I went to buy my dear mouse! yep... my previous denim jeans mouse have been pronounced dead already and I got to buy a new one to replace it. The sad thing is that I wont be able to buy back the same one because it's no longer available due to limited edition but the best part is I bought a orange one. So cool color... any color is fine with me I guess I loves all color. EXCEPT for pink!

Am so looking forward to 2012!!! I want to watch it! It's been long since I last went for movies... not long actually, l0l. anw went to telok blangah hill park the Henderson waves which I have been wanted to go for a long time. I love the structure of it and it's really amazing as of some of the physic facts about it.

I very wanted to tell who I am but I guess it does not matter anyway, does it?
I want to stop myself from knowing but the fact is present, cant pretend that I don't know.
I tried as you said not to rely too much on anyone, I tried so hard that sometimes unknowingly gave people the intention that I'm self-centered. And now ???
Im used to not relying on anyone now and will get used to what I am now.

BOO HA HA 1 hour ago or so house totally in black... did I forget to pay the bills? NaH!
I'm conquered by darkness for 5 mins or so.
I was listening to music thru my headphone when suddenly all came to black except for my laptop that is still running on batt. I was shock for a moment and I thought it was just electricity trip or what. But I stand up and saw that the opp block and all the blocks surrounding me are also in pitch black. Panic and touch for my phone to call mummy... I cant see in dark that I bump into tables to get more blueblack. Opened the door hoping can hear people sound and indeed lots of people from opp block seems to be cheering instead. I almost forgot that I have torchlight function on my phone, on it and feels better. ARGH, scary night! What has happen? But it seems alright now! doggie got frighten too.

NO blackout anymore pls!

FLASH BACK

2009-11-09T22:25:00.002+08:00

Why do we always have to look at the past and not move on?
Is it because due to the memories that are too happie that prevents us?

I cried for even the smallest thing to you it may seems to be.
But not the smallest thing to me in my world.
What do you mean by when you say me barbarian?
Who are you to even use that word on me?
Seriously first time ever that I cant even be bothered by the msg content but just deleted it all away without opening it. For I know every single of it just sent to put me down.
And I din even done a single thing that serve me to be scolded by those harsh words.
There is no link, no link at all!

Haahas life is soooo funnnie... and just a moment ago, I came across someone's blog. Not someone but suppose to be by 2 person. In other words, 2 people own the blog and one of which is I knew and the other was not. And then all of a sudden I just had those memories that flash back in my mind. Unbelievable as of what is all this. HAahas. My mind knows what I'm thinking and dear frens know what I'm thinking but words wont be able to describe my feeling.

I think I just got to get use to it, can I?

~

2009-11-08T23:41:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired. A nice dae spent!
Just only been scratch by a mixed breed cat...
But so miracle, the mark seems to disappear away. Hmmm...
Little girl fall till the whole back was covered with soil, cant get that image off my mind.
But still everything seems to be getting better=)
and going back to godma there this few daes when I'm free to get some of my stuff.
and need stupide cousin to help me with it but dont know when he is free.
I think he will be stuck with gf and so on. So just get my bf to help.
tired tired got to go prepare my papers for lesson and get on with sweet dreams.

*roy roy roy... where are you?

MOOVE LOVE

2009-11-07T23:20:00.004+08:00

What's all this about?
You must be wondering... well it's all actually about Moove Love Charity Campaign (Oct-Dec 09).
And the picture you are seeing above is a badge costing $2 each.
This campaign is all about
Changing Lives, Touching Hearts
Moove-ing The Nation to Help The Home Nursing Foundation. And of course the proceeds from all these will go to the home nursing foundation.
Other than that they still have other activities or events such as capturing those buses or cabs with the moove theme and sent it to blah blah which I'm not very sure of it.
Do your part now ! ! !

Weekends not as nice as usual for this week. I just need time on my own to sort out some things.
The path after my current course... I'm pondering over it. It's not going to be so simple as it seems to be. So many factors to think of it and my brain is exploding!

I'm suppose to go prawning on thursdae but end up having dim sum feast for lunch. It's a great one and nice one, so loving it. After which had a shopping session with my mummy in the evening.

and todae i'm like multi-tasking doing so many things at the same time. Been busy over if no one wants to take over some assignments and all of a sudden everyone like vanish or perhaps now the economy is better they manage to found some full time job and than throw the assignment back. Or nowadays the kids are much more difficult to handle. But still I bake cookies while doing lots of things at the same time.

Idontknowjustwanttostopthinkingoverthethingsthathappen.
Whathadhappentoourfriendshipwhenwejuststopkeepingcontactwithoneanother?
It'sbeenalmostoneortwoyearsIguess.
YettillnowtodaeIwillstillthinkofit.

A SONG TO SHARE

2009-11-06T22:14:00.001+08:00

I love this song so much!
All because I watch the drama show 下一站幸福.

THE TRUTH

2009-11-04T22:36:00.003+08:00

take off your mask and reveal the ugly side of you!

A moment ago msn-ing the girls from sch...
I'm sorry that because of my neglect I choose to trust the wrong person.
My 21 years of life... undergoing so much happenings than you all.
Yet this time round again I thought at least I'm right, listening to what that person have to say, be her listening ear, listen to her sorrows, gave help when she need it, help in her work, gave advice, be her partner, and believe in her, and I'm totally wrong.

But what else can I or we do now?
Let's just put aside those 虚情假意的人,
be neutral still...
if not what else can we still do???

and now I truly understand why sometimes people don't wanna to mention the person name out here for it will be too obvious, just too obvious.
There are considerations to be made before revealing.
But yet it's unhealthy for the matter to be kept in the heart!
What can I do ??

3 DAES TO FRIDAE

2009-11-03T22:42:00.002+08:00

SIGH* I'm feeling so tired but unwilling to take a nap in the noon just now. I am sleeping earlier than ever this few daes or weeks like 12am because I know someone's alarm clock going to like ring early in the morning at 5.30am. It pissed me off because that person also wont be waking up so early, this is so because of the fact that can lai chuang for more than 2 hours. Ridiculous is'nt it?

Haahas... I took bus this morning to school because blah blah no rides. And guess what I saw? How I wish can video it down for you guys to have a look. I saw an ang mo standing by the road, perhaps waiting for cab. This is not the main point, the main point is that he is doing exercise like stretching here and there. =__=.

Thankyou my dear fren roy... you made my dae when I'm feeling gloomy.
I should stop liking the gloomy eeyore for I turn like eeyore too much!

BOO HAHA

2009-11-03T19:27:00.001+08:00

HALLO jess, I lose the bet to you so I change the same skin as you!
After some thoughts about it, we did agreed on it but you never said that I can change again =)

HALLO NOVEMBER

2009-11-01T23:46:00.002+08:00

I really wish all my dearest friends who had a tough time in the month of October a very happie November and may happiness be with you all~

It's sundae and again went prawn fishing again, I'm addicted to it more and more.
But sad to say, 3 hours for less than 10 prawns.
Although the amount does not matter for I just love the process of prawning,
it really pissed me off with idiotic people hanging around.
Just because their side had no prawn at all, they start to shift over to my side.
The most ridiculous part was that they are so impatience that their movements scare those prawns away.
And the super HAO LIAN uncle who walk 大摇大摆... and only came over to the counter to pay when he had settle down with his things and rod in the pond.

Hmmm... might be getting more free time this month I hope. For I'm already letting go of more and more of the assignments.

Sigh* slogan: Treat people the way you want to be treated.
I use this in my school exercise as the slogan.
However people do remember this 9 words, but do they really understand ?
As in the way they treat people, they don't realize it! ignorance ?

HAPPIE HALLOWEEN

2009-10-31T21:18:00.005+08:00

Fridae was mischievous night and almost forget that it was Halloween todae! But I guess in Singapore seldom people will celebrate this event.

Well, I wanted to show the new paint color combination in my pending road house. l0l new color rather then the normal white.

and retro lamp with my puzzle!

Last Thursdae was happie because headed over to Farmmart for prawning with my family this time round. It was my first time there beause previously went to other places but not there. The nicest part is that the hours that are not used finish for this session can be accumulate the next time round you visit but with terms and condition. And every wed and fri night they have event going down there, kind of like competition. So interesting isnt it?

See the amount of prawns! It's not alot but it's just fun because you get to enjoy the process and Man zhu gan in it. But luckily the person incharge help to fish more of it and also teach some skills in prawnin if not the catch wont be that much. Hallo.. but it's better than the previous trip of only 5 prawns in 2 hour.

After that intending to head down to bugis for steamboat. in the end had dinner at there... lots of people though really din expect that people take the trouble to drive in for dinner and chattings.

and tada~ my scramble eggs for fridae morning before heading to school for lessons. I don't know I just wake up early to print out my work for hand in and soooo much time to spent so make the effort to try to make scramble egg and wheee~ does it looks like mac big breakfast egg??? I just miss big breakfast sooo much. When can i eat it ?

Fridae was my mummy bdae... that explain the reason for prawning and dinner celebration the previous dae. However was still lacking a bdae present since mum don't wan a bdae cake. Went down to chinatown to hunt for swarovski crystal beads since she like it sooo much. Its not cheap because it's like 6 beads for $4.2??? l0l I was like counting how much do I need to complete a chain. actually it's not cheap because if you were to go down to swarovski shop to purchase it will cost more. and im only like buying beads.

and my fav. oneh oneh for lunch.

I'm still missing the oneh oneh now!

hmmm...

JIAYOU MY FRENS!

2009-10-27T23:25:00.001+08:00

Each and every individual has it's own unique! Just like you and me. =)

I would want to pray hard for my dear friends. I know currently lots of you having problems at this point of time in life. But please don't give up, you never know what's going next in the next chapter of life. If you feel vexed just find someone to talk, it works! Venting what you have in your heart is good, keeping it is hard for as time goes by it just piles up to a big problem.

I'm feeling rather happie yesterdae for I'm competence for my previous module. The oral should be todae but then I cleared it all yesterdae leaving me a dae free in the noon instead of staying back. After school meet up with little sis for our shopping for some items.

We went daiso to buy the big cotton buds for my doggie. Yes sounds cheap things like 2bucks per item but i bought 5 packets which is like 10bucks already and doggie use it damn fast for the ear is slightly infected and need extra care to clean it often. and I don't know why I buy this bling bling thing for I dont really like bling bling stuff, but because of the star I bought it. l0l sounds funnie.
and also a toy for doggie.

After which wet chinatown to buy more stuff and I think i spent too much already. didnt know since when the new peanut beads was in sg. It's a japan product then and I bought like a few colors. Also the cloth that was so nice, love the design.

see from the pictures. Yesterdae night was the 9th and jiu wang ye is going back. Went to join in...super lots of people and I regret wearing shorts. My knee is super pain from the kneeling on the road. Followed all the way to senoko sea there... how do you explain when there is like wind blowing through the gates that they are going back while it's only like a few metres away and the trees are not moving at all???

Then late dinner of mutton soup before heading back home and sweet dreams. Not really feeling tired perhaps was occupied with things for the whole dae and happie that able to pass my written and get the results on the spot.

Todae the start of new module. The notes was really thick, thicker then what I expect.
thoought of going fish farm but then slept in my comfortable bed. No mood for anything.. I could only like talk my my frens while they like pour their unhappiness to me. I'm feeling so bad. as in I cant really be of much help when it comes to this kind of matters. I din really know guys going to army feel so depress. hmmm...

Hope everything would be fine~

JIU WANG YE

2009-10-25T23:58:00.001+08:00

If god were to grant me a wish, it would be I want to have Doraemon by my side! For I envy DaXiong having doraemon with him.

I slept all the way till noon todae, shiok huh? Not really because I had quite alot of dreams due to not closing the wardrobe and the mirror is facing me thus soul could not come back.

Then lunch at wm KFC, back home see through some questions for tml written assessment and out for jiu wang ye event.

I was quite surprise that it turn out to be quite a grand one, but it's only 8th todae and tml would be the 9th. I've got the chance to like stand so near to see the process, the god in the body, just too speechless to describe my feelings that I felt when I was there. Words just can't say anything now. Although people do say a picture speaks a thousand words, but in this event it is useless. If it was a video, perhaps. But respect is what I can say, so i wont take any pictures when I was there. Tml the 9th would be sending jiu wang ye back to heaven? Nah, nope... it is to the sea! Don't get it wrong.

I really miss those daes. zhi msg me... he cant get to sleep. Is it really that uncomfortable in the camp? 2 years... I'm glad I'm not a guy. Take care all my frens.

WELCOME TO KUSU ISLAND

2009-10-25T00:04:00.009+08:00

Watching 我猜我猜我猜猜猜 while uploading pictures, and it's taking really a long time.

Before that was watching channel U, 桃花小妹. Initially forgotten that it starts but zhi msg me asking if i'm watching izit. Quite nice because got wang dong chen!!! woots~

Well todae was a fun day, waking up early in the morning but the feeling is different then. Here we go to Kusu Island! Must admit that the sun is really scorching hot and I dont need to tan already for the walking and waiting already adds up to my tanning session.

and luckily we got the big ferry. There was not much movement during the journey, no shaking here and there. Sooo fun... but I rather we got the small one which will feel as if really on sea!

ages since I last went there. I cant even rmb then! I was feeling hot, hot and really hot. eyes keep tear, sweat was bursting. But it's fun... I pray I pray I pray pray pray!!!

and guess what... escape theme park! not been there before since im here for so long. disappointed that 2 of the rides are not open, dono the reason behind it. But I love hai dao chuan!!! Had some fun in the huanted house with those malay little kids. BOO~ hmmm... not what I expected for everything!

lunch cum dinner at MANPUKU. not recommended but still fairly acceptable.
I love the design and tis piece of wall!

food was not that nice. looks nicer than the taste!

Had a tired but fun dae~
lots of words to say.. but for a moment speechless.

*** oh ya the change of blogskin is due to I lose the bet with jess, so according to our bet I will have to use the same skin as her*** hallo jess... my first time not winning whenever we have our bet***

A week has gone

2009-10-23T22:52:00.002+08:00

hallo everyone!

School daes again after a small break is tiring indeed. especially when the interest is not there anymore, but then I still put in my effort in getting things done!
A little msg when I received do get on my nerves when it goes "ger you go on your own ok" because I know you are with gf again and would throw me aside.
But I don mind u pick me up after thowing me aside with "faster go down let's go".
Up and down is the rythm currently. mood changes as fast as lighting and nth can change this.
But I know bf would be thru with me all this climate, for he knows and understand.

School been really tiring, for I need to drink lots of water and take nap. But TGIF, because I would feel extra energetic on this dae and wont feel tired in the afternoon.

This new module that I'm currently taking is lots of role play again. A total of 4 LGAs and each LGA there are role play. Feeling speechless at times because mind goes blank~ but thinking that in around 1 month plus more to go, would be graduating with a diploma for tourism and soon working life! Sometimes I wonder if this time round I have taken the wrong step again, or should I have just remain to tutor kids and lead a more relax lifestyle. though it's stressful at times but at least I wont have to bother to deal with human ugly side. Kids are adorable!

Been stuck to cck nowadays and not cwp anymore. Went lunch for korean food with bf there on wed, still loving it although no kimchi for me. bought some stuffs over there although still missing cwp. even when I collect money from uncle I would ask him to drive all the way to cck. seems to be quite fang bian for most people then. I would not have to make the trouble to travel much.

Next week seems to be busy week then. as in morning there's school and afternoon although most of it usually I'm occupied by my own things, but then now even school matters going to be drag till noon. there's like oral on tues afternoon, wed would be dental appt again, mondae morning 9-1 lessons and written assessment and thurs tutoring cindy and xiaojie and fri???hmmm

Well todae my dental appt, did 2 of my tooth... was pain this time round. =( After that was asked not to consume solid food if possible for a few hours but I'm feeling hungry then. Although it's like after sooo long but feel weird eating food afraid it might be pain. One more appt to go next wed and hopefully i'm done for it.

Though my tooth is pain, that does not stop me from talking. Went over to dk petshop to buy the cleanser for xiaobai and chatted for quite long. Because bought my pet shampoo as well... nice smell how I wish that I could use. a bottle of shampoo and a ear cleanser cost 46bucks... but I gain some information on how to train my xiaobai to effectively pee then. l0l

hmmm.. weekend is here and I'm done for my resume as well that only left me with no homework because I complete my LGA as well but only one more role play on mondae before written assessment. My first time doing resume!!! lmao and stop laughing jess for my previous job all no resume. asked yuxiang for resume as reference and asked vincent to look through for me for improvement to make. Finally complete it todae and send it to jason already.

I want to watch xia yi zhan xing fu leh...why no more! ? argh...

WEEKEND GONE!

2009-10-19T00:46:00.003+08:00

Hmmm... weekend are gone like this again! and tml would be school again and the start of a new module.

Sat went for movie pandorum... not my cup of tea. wanted to leave in the middle of the movie but since halfway through, pulled on to stay back to watch till the end. down to novena zhen fa huo hai xian steamboat. l0ls. keep on making fun of the commercial because it's rather funnie then. enjoyed there because quite alot of space there and at there, you would not like find people from ____. eat myself till bloated, l0l not really but was rather full after all the eating. one dae is just gone like this...

todae went down near stone ave... my other house* for ba kut teh...brunch for the dae. glass of lemon tea would be my fav.

and bought a mixer! whee~ no more hand mixer because it's troublesome! imagine when mixing dough for cookies, the handmixer in your hand goes here and there, the dough just goes splashing here and there and lots of clear up to be done after all the baking. Now with new mixer, it comes with a bowl and free and easy. Also a blender for mummy to cook her curry...

well not to forget the lady which I pointed _|_ because I'm just too angry and she spoiled my dae. But nevermind at the end of it, I'm happie! _|_ l0l...

school again tml... hmmm new module again, new trainer? new challenge?

thankyou for the job offer then but too bad I got a like 6 months bond that I need to fulfill. It's going to be tough then because now it's not what I wanted anymore, but still I would fa fen tu qiang okay!

CHECK THIS OUT!

2009-10-17T00:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE

2009-10-16T18:43:00.006+08:00

rain rain go away~

I've been like using my new phone for more than 2 weeks, I guess SE still suits me still.
Also I can be able to download themes and use the functions in there like I use to.
Function wise been nicely set by bf so not much that I need to do it myself. For the crystal case, I've been like searching for quite a few place although I'm able to get it but it seems that it's either too loose or due to my clumsiness, it breaks easily.

I'm so happie right now, after like dono how long I finally receive my bdae present from roy. whee~ah haa... it's kind of rather special puzzle but big pieces kind because in every single pieces there is water inside. not really those kind of 1k pieces that I have at home but only around the size of like A3? A 12 piece puzzle what do you think than? of course make of plastic I guess but it's really amazing part when it still glows in the dark. Thats the best part about it. Thanks roy and germaine love you all so much.

happie to the max untill I slept all the way till noon todae. Because I know im bringing doggie for vaccination todae so i woke up. But first time ever, or the very few times ever that I got the time mixed up. It was 2.30 instead of 3pm, I thought it was 3pm and because some reasons was late for the appointment already which I rarely did because being punctual is a kind of respect to both parties. And when reaching there, was told that mine was at 2.30pm and the vet in charge is busy. But lucky the staff there got me another vet. Proud of my doggie because he did not yell loud for todae's vaccination and vet said that his coat of fur is very good. Haahas... but only due to as this is only the 4-6 months he will be like changing fur and thus lots of dropping.

Oh did I mention that dae, went chinatown for celebration for my little sis bdae. Ordered quite a few dishes, nice but not very satisfied with it. and crab!!! I think I don seems to love crab anymore. feel so disgust when eating it... rather disppointed with the food. I think we should have gone for steamboat instead. Perhaps I've not like had proper food for days, thats the reason why then.

I also rmb that night where we went along the changi line, the road. so many memories flow back. the ah gua at changi village carpark. HAahas but for that night was spoiled by police officer who came and chase us away. "you know here ar write no parking, bomb here bomb there. Ic take out" yeah this was what the officer said. so stunned then of the perfect english... for a moment I though he spoke malay then.

I'm still thinking of the whole tank of glass fishes.

anw happie todae.. cousin bro explain to me his rudeness and anw take care ba. look far... see high. but still... worry for him. his always like this...

I'm feeling soooo hot!

2009-10-16T00:02:00.002+08:00

A Word

2009-10-15T20:46:00.000+08:00

Sometimes it really makes me wonder what it's like in a human heart?
I guess nth but the ugly truth in it.
seen too much since after poly life.
selfishness, just because people only care about themselves
dishonesty, cheating during exams and telling lies
backstabbers, those who claim they hate but yet they are themselves.

why cant people just like shut their mouth before it rots?

Have you like met frens whom they told you the who and who is like this and like that?
then they themselves say they don't like their way of doing, they themselves say is better to depend on own self. they themselves say people are late, they themselves say people copy people's work, they themselves say the who and who only come look for her when they need help, they themselves say this and that,
and at the end of the dae, the person whom tell you all this does all that above.
It's simply ridiculous.
Just one word, ridiculous!

I thought i dont ever have this kind of problems huh.

anything just come str8 to the point and say it out.
don hide behind mummy's backside.
I wasn't really that angry but the reactions and everything makes me wanna tell the whole world about this person, wanna let the world know who this person is.
I know frens have been telling me to just let it be, 以平常心对待任何一个人.
But thinking back, lots of little incidents makes me get the whole picture right now.

But still, I got great frens. A big thankyou to my 2 great frens who have been around with me the past few daes when i'm not well. If not I guess I have already been bored to death then.
still I think there is still a line there between people from _______. A difference there although from the beginning I have always been wanting to argue that it's the same be it people who graduate from which place. Now, I've seen the difference and will note this down.
Just one word, thanks!

I love people who can cook, woots!
because me myself and I love cooking and making cookies.
I know my great frens who know how to fried rice.
my husband who knows how to cook maggi.
my scandals who knows how to bbq, cook soup.
my monkey fren who can make desserts
school mates who can cook well and make cupcakes.
and all my fren who can make cakes in toilet! l0l
Just one word, great!

Well, that dae went for movie "DARAH", an Indonesian movie.
First saw the trailer when watching 4bia and was in love with it.
Indeed it's a nice movie though although it was rather gross, bloody.
But it was quite normal kind of story line, overall still like it.
Just one word, shiok!

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back home from oral todae... and the post have been left hangin as draft for daes...

Have my oral assessment todae, frens asked why I have oral again and again.
hallo hallo, one is for my hire staff module and one is for terminate.
frens asked rather quite a few question which I think it's rather easy for u all just read here, instead of me repeating again and again when different people ask me.
one asked if I will recommend them into TMIS which is the current institute I'm in now.
If this question was asked at the beginning, I would just merely reply yes, but no specific reason.
Ask me now, and I tell you yes too.. but provided if you were want to waste your time there.
Because as what I told most of you, my feeling now is the standard is not there.
At the beginnin, I thought at there I would be able to learn more than what I learnt in RP.
I thought I would be exposed to more challenging happenings, in the end it's not what I want.
Just one word, lousy!

But I got to say... at my current school here i wont deny the fact that I got to know great people.
Because the interaction, you will get to know people of different woks of life, you learnt more things, you gain more insights.
most important I think is the people that sometimes cr8 that environment that surrounds you.
Just one word, fun!

For now, I think got no choice just like what she has suggest to, to continue since it's like already more than half cooked. cant be giving up now. though it's like in the middle of no where. although so what even if I got the dip cert, i think i will be ashame to show it because it cant be compared to my poly cert. at least I gone thru like 3 years and the cert is indeed our hardwork and PBL, FMT and all sorts of tiring or slacking work.
Just one word, determination!

However, a little happiness and a little unhappieness do add spices to our life.
cousin bro no longer wan to bother about me like he use to.
all because he got himself a new gf, even todae he should have be free but he says he's not.
no place for me and not enough time is his excuses nowadae. I dont even like have to ask him daes back, but now it has been replaced by his new gf.
But even for me when I'm out with bf at least I still bother about him then.
Just one word, disappointed!

went jalan kayu again and prata again... was not that hungry then. nice rain.
kelvin then say that the mother who give birth to my xiao bai just gave birth 6 babies again.
OMG... went fish seeing again at farmway. kind of want to have a little mini tank of mine with all the nice little tetra, the white frog which I saw todae plus a little bit of prawns. I think that will be nice. and some little tiny winy plants in there. hmmm... rather more interested in the glass fish which was sooooo nice.
Just one word, beauty!

But was digust by how the fish got the bend body. I though it was natural but they said since small the bone was crack and bend to make the fish grow this way. It's kind of like so 残忍.
Just one word, haiz!

well this post, rather long, rather randommmmmmm.... because it's been daes for draft.
but I guess all pissed off matters have already been phew~ gone like the wind, for I'm happie todae!

A Entry

2009-10-15T00:32:00.001+08:00

I got a post, super long and random...

2009-10-13T01:28:00.002+08:00

Hallo Hallo
yawn~ still feeling blur then. don rmb much things already.
but i went for my oral that dae. 15mins and I signed and cleared.
after that trainer talk to me for quite long. don really rmb becoz i'm too dozy.
but I rmb he mention someone in my class who actually failed in the morning.
but plead not to fail her. he mention a sensitive word then. but i shut both our mouth up.
lots of conversation there then. blurry~

meeting takes place as usual. I handed my edited piece to joe and left.
tired then. need rest and rest.

got one more oral to go.
one teaching to be done.
coaching to be soon.
lots of things

till now.. getting better. but I need rest now. tired from lots of things.

AS LONG WE GET TOGETHER

2009-10-07T22:31:00.002+08:00

Fasten your seat belts, are you ready? and here we go... to PRAWN FISHING!!!

Had a great time again this time round. and the score is tada~ 2 : 1 and wheee~ I won!!!
and now, I got like 3 prawn in my freezer and anyone wanna have a prawn salad?
I guess the prawn are well-fed ok, worst then mid-night where I can easily get more!
But with current condition I can't like stay out mid-night, nevertheless can I still want go KL.

I could only like tues morning went down to downtown east for mac.
Then no other activities for me except see see look look.
To tamp shop shop looking for dear sister bdae present...
and prawn-ing... Can I fish?

But despite my throat feeling little pain.. I still can have stingray for dinner.
woots~ purely stingray and vege plus little rice because I dont eat rice.

Todae worst still... suppose to go for dental appt but I canceled it. Got like throat infection.
Thanks my lovely sony for honey lemon, but I just wan to stay at home to bath my dog.
Whole dae busy here and there because he is peeing anywhere like crazy and drinking his pee!

vincent had watched accident! I also want too! =(
But I wanna watch surrogates more! Since no where for me, den what about movie everydae?

SHUT UP

2009-10-05T22:39:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling rather pissed off... morning mondae blues?
Just feel that everything is not right. The reaction, behavior, attitude, emotions...

funnie number 1...You know it's really funnie. 口口声声说 when people need help, then come and look for you. When they don't need, they kick you aside. But you are also one 虚伪的小人。Because you also did the same, not only to me I guess but to others also. Only do things that is of advantage to you, may I ask what's your point of living then? To bad mouth to me about them, but in fact still get a long well with them. Can you like stop wearing that ugly mask on your face and take it off. Funnie still number 2.. another who claims I steal her friend. Where in the world is a friend forever truly yours. you own that friend? you bought her over? are'nt you like the same.. just because of this you go look for other gangs. Just because you will be able to benefit from there... continue to hide behind. If you dare just straight come look for me... talk right in my face tell me whats wrong. Rather then hide behind. If you think it's the truth, I dont think you need to be afraid to just tell others or comment here and there be it fb or blog. but funnie le.. mabel dare to say here also dont dare to say straight to that person. I shall wait for you to talk straight to me first! For it's you(s) who start this nonsense, before karma comes knocking on your door. Believe me, it will. life is so realistic...

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anyway... shop for some stuff for my new wardrobe. and also some cookie cutter... I lost my cookie cutter while moving house then. I was thinking over to buy that mixer as it comes with a bowl than rather than my hand manual one. Also that dae saw my classmate, jamie her cupcakes book. So tempting then. envy that she and her cliques knows how to bake cupcakes. I only know cookies and banana cake, and toilet truly my chocolate cake =X

Also yong tau foo for lunch... for a moment I thought I'm going to like die from food poisoning. Because the bowl was like already been used for decades. the tray were oily and the food were normal then. But sure it taste nice than ever. Been craving for bubble tea after lunch, reason I guess due to lots of MSG in the soup. argh.

A nap in the evening but I 'm still tired. going to rest well for tml then. I truly wish those who deserved a sweet dreams... and those jxx-jia xing xing lalalalala~

WEEKEND GONE

2009-10-04T22:38:00.005+08:00

Weekend is swoosh~ gone like this, gone like the wind and I basically have not done anything.
My written examination for Hire Staff is tml yet I'm like zhuo bo here and there.
But then, I will still put my notes under my pillow tonight =) my trick, ahhaa~

bukit timah nature reserve on sat noon after breakfast of zhu za tang. If you don't know where it is, go to yahoo or google to check it out. If you dono the activities there, go find out also and tell me. l0l. ok la there is moutain biking and of course jogging there. Other than that go there for rock climbing if you like but I dislike.

I guess i will not be able to cycle for quite some time then. But anyone want to go hiking with me?

It's SAT and it's also lantern dae!
watched 4bia 2!!!
4bia was 4 story but 4bia 2 was 5 story by 5 directors.
I love it! really nice.. nice and nice. especially the ending. Go watched it if you have not watched. something to share regarding karma actually. perhaps next time then.

dinner at new york with my fav. salad. I think is better than the one at city hall. why the difference then?

But where is my lantern?
Not what I expected, disappointed going to chinese garden this year. Should have gone to chinatown to support joe's event then. I dont even have the kind of feeling there, in fact more like a exercise event. Because climb up the 7 story padago... but only manage to climb up to only level 6 when the guard starts to chase people out. anyway everything was shyt and I dont wanna talk about it anymore.

Because you know why? I got to eat my fav. fav. stingray and cockles for supper. Yes.. gonna like gain fats, fats and fats. But why go on diet to lose fats when because when u lose fats, your up up there the thing will also go small. mine not big but i no wan it goes small =X Anyway cockles does not taste good without chilli then. I don't know why I love it sooo much. But still should go back to normal diet then instead of having supper.

Till now.. thinking of stingray. Although I had my mum's curry chicken. So many things to think of now. Haiz... getting sleep soon. but of course I mentioned to put my notes under my pillow.

FARMWAY PICTURES

2009-10-04T13:51:00.006+08:00

HAPPIE OCTOBER

2009-10-02T20:28:00.000+08:00

Goodbye Sickening September and welcome OCTOBER. Well, for no reason just think that sep was rather a tiring month for me.

A recap for the past one week which I've wanted to post for a long time.

SAT 26/09
ECP for cycling, it's been a long time since I last went. But this time round not with my scandals then. ANW miss my scandals!!! meet out soon okay?!?!Just moved over my new house for like around a month or even less... kuku things that I've even done is lots then. It's the past already so I think it's better not mentioning out. =P

Had a bad fall... left knee is seriously dmg then. with orh ba kak and seems like other than scratching the bone seems to feel pain. I dont even had a chance to cycle then, was at the sand and grass area trying out when I fall. It's a wasted trip. But still I got to tan although I din bring along any other clothes.<>

A bad dae but was happie then. Becoz I think I nv failed to not fall during cycling.

SUN 27/09
Although knee was pain though.. walking like cripple. But still have to was as straight as I can. The only way is to walk very very slow. Went over to parsi ris the farmway there... take a look. poodle for 1.8k. so tempting but I will be back there again! Just wondering if my xiaobai will bully him/her. Lots of pictures and time spent there. Just lazy to send it over.

jln kayu for prata... soooo nice. love the teh terik. but was rather disappointed by some other issue that I withness there. Too racist I guess to be brought up here.

MON 28/09
acc ping to tiong.. for some matters while we had our lunch KFC at there. and guess who I saW!!!!

SAM LEONG!!!

TUES 29/09
In search for tailor for some event. sad that nowadays tailors are from ____ ! Cant seems to communicate well with them. Somemore if they don't even understand simple terms like what stitch, straight, gather or zipper! and they dare to offer such exp price.

WED 30/09
boon lay for pizza hut. I love their soup of the dae! tomato soup. was home rather early then. not feeling well.

THURS 01/10 02/10
thought tat for sep would be sickening and october would be a better one. In the end first of october had a fever. because was already not feeling well and I had curry chicken noodle for lunch. bought my doggie food and headed home for a nap and woke up at 8pm plus with fever but too bad no panadol for me. But then indeed it was useful... because was feeling cold the whole dae. So I covered myself with jacket and blanket and sleep till I sweat and indeed was feeling much better this morning if not I dont think I will be able to turn up for test. But then was on glucose todae and I think for the rest of the daes then.

feeling very awake now! unlike past few weeks .

hopefully tml will feel better than. Also those who are falling sick... get well soon!
Had a great laugh then.. because one of my classmate told me about someone in my class making comments on fb. So being kaypo I went to have a look... I just open and the picture show out and my mum was like "AI YO like yao guai" Never meant to show the picture just happen to open and she was beside me. anw I guess no other comments about it. Just dont go around commenting when you yourself never take a good look at your behaviour then. What the use of commenting it on fb then? declare a war? really gao bu dong.

Upside Down

2009-09-24T22:13:00.011+08:00

***Needed 2 exp backstg helper flexi pm hr pls sms me *** - extracted from previous post again.

For some reason which I dont know why, the pictures uploaded are all upside down.
But then it's ok la...
Better than being sad over my chocolates which are melted. Was so excited upon getting it and thought that I would be able to savour it one by one. In the end, turns out to be a huge chocolate instead because all have melted and combine together with the alcohol. Different taste all together!
I guess Singapore weather is really too hot!

YEsterday went to the dentist... filled up one of the holesssss. And more to go in days to come. Next appointment suppose to be on oct 7 been change to tml ! Scary scary.. I'm going to have nightmare tonight! fear of dentist for they are like " hahaha I'm going to pull out all your tooth!"

But wasnt that bad though because only one of the tooth i did for yesterday and after that to CCK for shopping of things. Cant get any! argh...

Todae, sakura buffet for lunch! I'm just too full for anything... sickness coming that I'm rejecting food intake. especially the oyster that I love soooo much. I eventually still spat out that oyster and mussel that I ate which I dont do at all. Because whatever that goes in my mouth would be in my stomach.

Still deciding to change away my phone annot. frustating over it!

looking forward to cruise in dec, redang trip in nov and also perhaps just a tour around trip to KL-genting-peneng-phuket and etc in oct. Can I go further? Unless I can overcome the obstacles of the pressure that my ear will have to tolerate.

MA GUO WO LAI LE!

Needed

2009-09-24T21:12:00.002+08:00

2 exp backstg helper needed interested pls sms me asap.
same procedure + flexi pm hr

We Are All In This Together

2009-09-22T00:03:00.004+08:00

20092009...A dae to remember for most human being on this earth. Or even aliens from the outer space. Nothing special for me.. But I seriously enjoyed my dae!

Destination went:
Jurong-Lakeside-Bugis-Changi Airport-Chinatown

Jurong for late night dinner of Curry Fish Head.
Nothing much at Lakeside, but thinking back of 2006.
Bugis iluma for Blood Ties.. and of course playing session time.
Changi Airport for midnight supper of YahKun.
Chinatown for morning breakfast of porridge.

Love curry fish head with a glass of lemon tea. However I was craving more for stingray instead...eyes on those tables with stingray. I dont care.. I am going to eat it one of this daes!!!

Sad with the YahKun... but I dont know when did they hire china people to work for them. Worst of all the half boiled eggs was cold! and the toasted bread taste yucky.. I wonder why the cheese and kaya taste so er xin to me at that point of time. Even the tea was not properly brewed.. taste so dilute.

Long time since my last movie huh. Blood Ties was nice indeed but kind of repeating and repeating. Believe that on the 7th after the dae the person is dead, the spirit will come back. Indeed blood is very impt, if you bleed remember to clean it off and dispose it properly, for you dont know what others can do with your blood. I would appreciate more if some china people in the cinema would simply keep the mouth shut while watching movie. This is not being racist or whateverso. But from past experience it is always people making comments throughout the whole movie.

I hope and wish for more out night staying like the past.

Also wishing for my 3d2n trips to msia. when when when?

How much is that doggie in the window

2009-09-17T22:57:00.002+08:00

yup yup... First video taken todae when I visit Farm-mart again and nearby. and the second video would be my beloved puppy.

Suddenly seems to have alot free time. Especially suppose to be the fishing season but then I think currently not now. I'm still waiting to learn fishing...

Initially wanted to go back RP for something but thought I was having headache thus decide to head back home. Drop by coffee shop for lim kopi and lunch and some crapping.. got to know some facts about china people coming singapore to work. A good topic.. eh not really... now seems like most of the jobs are taken up by not locally people... so what about the locals?

went to farm for my dearest honey parrot. I bet the owner does not want it anymore. Excuses to leave it there for some time. But months has pass and yet to see parrot gone. Jealousy do occurs among birds... no wonder it occurs among human being too. And I tink it's more complicated when it does happen... so if you are get lost then don give me that kind of papaya smelly face.

WEnt over to farm-mart.. to get one more puppy for my jack russell... l0l... perhaps la in the future but not now since both are all puppies. The puppies over there I saw shihtzu the long coated one unlike my first shihtzu that got lots of problems. I held it in my hand and give it a snift.. despite it's yellowish fur and dirty little face... it does not have any odour. A 3 months old puppy.. even younger than my jack russell but it seems like an adult dog already. But currently my jack russell is not suppose to mixed with other dogs due to its infection.

sudden urge of buying the starfish but i wonder how am i going to breed it, salt water?

meaningness or not?

2009-09-16T23:49:00.002+08:00

satisfied for OA for previous module rather fast and easy, just went in sign and was out.
tired this few days with the bruise still on my leg causing whole leg to numb at times.
worried for my puppy for it might be mites that is living within his body.
unhappie for there is so much unfairness in the current everywhere.
joyful that soon i hope I'm able to go more to the sea for fishing and staying.

feeling that this was not what we expected. A little chat... are they here for the motive of what it's suppose to be or are they here just because they are here? Truly agree that never did we expect this was what we are suppose to be in.. if given a choice knowing it's going to turn out like this.. I guess our choice wouldn't be here but somewhere else. It should be like a exchange kind of interaction session throughout the whole.. but seems like a copying session then. If that's the case.. question is in the first place why are you here? was just telling ah fa also.. this one ar... ah mao, ah gou, ah fa also can come anyhow take.

saying of ah fa...he sux to the max. not to deny that I sux too!
who in the world would 梦游 till eat 40 over panadols? end up in hospital... lmao. I think only pro ah fa can do it. So why do drama shows also like to use panadols as a way of committing suicide?

brought my puppy for first vaccination todae.. also to asked about his ichy-ness. given pills and med to apply. He screamed the loudest and I guess the whole of the dogs and people outside heard and shock! Haahas... till now when i carry him he kind of angry and make those kelian sound. looking for those kind of playpen for him so he can stay in there without us having to chain him up.

tired with puppy todae especially having serve headach that I got to eat panadol and have a rest. wonder when will my eyes get swollen. argh.

my precious

2009-09-11T23:06:00.005+08:00

my new precious.. jack Russell terrier. His name is Xiao Bai... longing for one more dog since my last shihtzu. No reason for calling him XiaoBai...because initially I thought if he is brown I would call him either brownie or coffee. Then surprise he is rather white and mummy call out XiaoBai and I thought it might be a good one since I was panic over what name to write on the registration form.

my little precious xb came from kelong. and he took a boat over before reaching me.

rather happie because was still afraid that he is some kind of mixed breed that will make him looks argh. He left his mother, his father and friends over there and joined me over here. Initially he was rather curious while we left kelong but seems afraid as he keep on see elsewhere instead of us. Through the journey bringing him to vet, he already shivered lots of times and I thought he was purely scare. The suddenly watery on my stomach because he treated me with chrysanthemum... =__=. he urined on me! ARGH. BEfore reaching the vet halfway thru at farm, put him down near the tree and he urine more. He is consider a good boy then because he did not urine the whole lot of chrysanthemum on me.

To the vet and thank god everything is fine just that his ears. Same as my previous dog and also most puppies.The consultation fee was even expensive than me seeing a private doctor at clinic. He got to go back after 1o days for vaccination and also checking more on his ear and shyt then. BAck to other places in car while he still continue to urine in the car on a cloth this time round because we prepared a cloth in case then. I think it's due to the fact that he is shivering most of the time due to scare thats why he urine lots of time. BAck home and he is super naughty now and then. BEside me right now lying comfortably on the sofa. Oh ya he does not bark like fong gou... but he keep on making a kelian sound. heart breaking. especially when i chained him up at the kitchen and when he is alone. Also when this morning i'm going out he make lots of noise.

But I will never forget how my feeling was. happie because my precious is here and also something else bothering me. do you know?

no choice but to chained him up because I need to train him on toiletries. He just urine anywhere he like. but at times i let him in on the sofa i tink he likes it. love him by my side too!

still looking for people to go with me to comex... none i found. Asked vincent early morning his reply was see first if got work to do. In the end went with some of my classmates and yeah I got my printer. I'm so happie that I got one which is 3 in 1, same as my previous printer. Next time I can print my own LGAs... hope no LGA! and also able to scan my fav book and those design... free from going those kuku shop to get those pathathic pages photocopy out with such lousy service. How I wish I can laminate my own things too!

someone suppose to acc me.. in the end i tink better not. Mum offer to come help but since it come with a trolley i tink it's rather convenient for me to take MRT rather than in and out of car which makes it troublesome then. But then, it's really tiring to carry and drag my printer back home. I got one more big blueblack added to my collection on my leg and also a scratch. shang heng lei lei. Those scar from my leg be it mozzie bite or scratch or orhbakak seems not to be recovering at all. argh*

not bad still... printer comes with free gifts. I tried it and the sound is not bad. love it! kind of big but useful because I also been wanting to buy earpiece. Tired dae... hungry since did not ate for so long till my dinner. I hungry until no hungry and damn shyt I know my stomach going to pain after eating. lucky headed back home for food because I pain at home.

mon for oral and tues would be off dae provided I pass oral on mon. In the mean while, I think dont think much first but welcome weekend.

Study HArd, work Hard, PLAY HARD

2009-09-08T19:13:00.008+08:00

I love this pic sooo much... nicely done over the weekend and I think i'm going to buy more of it! since it's so cheap anyway. Another dog pic but that's for jieyi one... hope she like it although it's not the same breed as her dog.

Saying of dog was rather disappointed when I was told that puppy jack Russell was given away. and I got to like wait for a few more months for the next mother dog to give birth. Then suddenly a call came and told that I could get puppy dog this thurdae. Hope it's real and not another false alarm again.

Notice this.. suppose to be 1959.. and now.. 1659... look so familier.. somehow same concept as the drama show.

Is the design nice? So love it but too bad it wasnt mine then.

after school went down to ROM todae. me... getting married! Haahas sounds so real then...i'm married! that so called uncle there is really super sissy then.. no wonder this kind of job really suit him/her then. heard that this place is there for long already.. i dono how long... but just that I think they should renovate it. I guess tml lots of people getting married because it's 090909... and now it's already 090909. Other than that another popular dae would be 20092009. 2oth sep 2009. So anyone wanna get married on 20102010, or 101010 and etc...
crazy mine was 050505... Haahas. lame--im getting crazy.

comex is here! i'm getting my printer. here I come... sad over my phone and just don wan to talk about it already. because LGAs are crazy too.. but something gd because there's no written. but 20 mins for oral..... I dont know how's he going to do it. because teacher haven give us previous LGA with comments.

The rule of friendship means there should be mutual sympathy between them, each supplying what the other lacks & trying 2 benefit the other, always using friendly & sincere words.

If U noe anything tt is hurtful and untrue, do not say it.

If U noe anything tt is helpful and untrue, do not say it.

If U noe anything tt is hurtful but true, do not say it.

If U noe anything tt is helpful and true, find the right time.

not feeling emo or anything. just a thought and something to share.

TAG BOARD is BACK

2009-09-07T21:40:00.000+08:00

hee.. my tag board is back!

BE HAPPIE EVERYONE

2009-09-05T01:06:00.003+08:00

Be happie everyone!

Thursdae
REally cant figure out if it was a house warming or a 7th month party. l0l.

Chicken, duck, pork, vege, soup, prawn, egg and etc

lots of people entering and eating and chatting... well but just got to serve the guest cant really hide in the room. But then they are really self-service then... lucky I already ate at subway with little sis before heading home.

also bought some things over there at lot 1.. mentioning of it i recalled back how the staff at lot 1 popular.

2 counter and only one of it was open which means the other is closed.
4 staff at the counter...
1 eating and 2 talking obviously 1 was doing the job
the china lady infront of me is terribly MA FAN...
she bought 9 books i bet for children and want them wrapped individually
her card was expired and she wants it renew
the staff str8 help her fill her form so slowly and we still waiting
the rest of the staff just hack care...
whatever it is now... the staff at lot 1 popular should be fired! =X

FriDae
New arrangement of room! yeah... tiring.

some things crop up... complicated stuffs.
I could only say my heart nearly drop out.
because my dear bf sst help drives car away in wanting to save the car from being dmg by some people
after like more than 10 years of not driving since he got license and blah blah
I was seating beside him and I felt terrified too.. wondering if I will ______________
But anyway lucky everything is fine now.
But I guess the complicated stuff has not come to an end.
gong tau? Do you believe?
though the person being black magic will gone case
but the person doing the black magic will receive the punishment greater than those she cast on
*sigh* whole afternoon was a busy and terrified one.

But still went to IMM diaso night time for shopping for cheap items and supper mutarbak and indian rojak.

Sat
went jurong bird park as sst wants to. Well. ages since I last went. Got to say not as nice as ZOO! and being bite by mozzie... argh. but we are just in time for the show at 3pm the birdy show. I was amazed by the performance then. Other than dog, din really ever think that birds can be that well-trained too. I love the owl and penguin.. waha... parrots are noisy though they can be trained to sing song and talk. .

had dinner plus my lunch at ajisen and full to the max now.

saying of dog... hope that my jack russell will be here soon. hope my dreams will come true!

245th DAE of 2009

2009-09-02T23:05:00.002+08:00

I have removed my tag board because I realize there seems to be some problems and cant even tag at all. I tried getting the code again but it's still the same and I don't know why, anyone can help me with this?

After school went to pc bunk... for playing games of course. But wasn't really in the mood because I'm feeling tired. not yet up to 3 hours and went for late lunch before heading home for a nap.

no LGAs todae... but that means LGAs tml i tink so.

NEED FOR LOTS OF THINGS

2009-09-02T01:05:00.000+08:00

Once again... It's back to school on mondae with a new module, new trainer and also tons of LGAs!!! A total of 7 LGAs... worst of all I can feel the thickness of the LGAs and also words and words is all I can see in there. The more and more I feel out of place... because interest is not there anymore! Not to say that I get tired of things easily but somehow feel that this time round... lots of insights gain, see the positive and negative side, something and something here and there. But still... happie though la!

New module... somehow already feel shag, knowing that there are 7 LGAs.

Rainy day todae! I got my umbrella but still cold all the way on the way home in bus 190. Feeling sleepy still although it's freezing cold. Reach home and went out not really nearby to buy some household items. BAck home to complete my LGAs... although I take a long time because in the mid way I went to paint my toilet. I can paint! And also not forgetting eating my delicious curry cooked by my mum.

but still I missed long holidae or just even long weekends.

Yesterdae... back home after school also because I dont wish to get involved in certain issues. Only my dearest fren knows why. So I headed home and then out to the old ma chang, GIANT. For shopping of lots of stuff which includes new pillows, comfortable, food colorings, pratas and also fries! Then to the kuku dono wat plaza hunting for non electric water pot. People nowadays want electric onethat can cook water, but my mummy wants those LKK one that can keep the water hot for at least like 12 hours. Well, been hunting it for like days and finally mange to found and the person say it can keep water hot for 24 hours... hmmm sounds unconvinceble to me but mum bought one. ELEPHANT BRAND!

night time went down to getai which I've been waiting for long since the start of 7th month. From 7.30 all the way to 10.30. lots of aunties and ah peks but I enjoy la. It's nice although I dont understand those hokkien songs. And that singer junlong bring along his nen chao, his daughter actually. She's really pretty and eyes look exactly like his father.. and she's here to help promote and sell VCDs.

However inconsiderate person sux to the max. This auntie in front of me I think is only 30 plus near to 40 dirty the place surrounding her by throwing anything unwanted on the floor.

Weekend went night delieveries and saw this cat at amoy or somewhere which I forgetten the place. The cuttest part is its sleeping on the top of the car.

SAt down to bugis... iluma. I love there. watch final destination 3D... its super shiok. Although the first 15 mins I feel giddy due to the fact that I think the specs is causing the giddy-ness.. after a while it's ok. Just that I'm already wearing specs and it's like double specs for me. Overal show is nice! GROSS* Yucks due to some scene. thrilling enough... funny too! love more of this kind of 3D movies. pls really lots of gaming stuffs there!!! Introduce ppl to go there! I think I cant spent almost whole day in that place if I can.nice food too! although I had a bad exp that dae on the berrylite. - the yoghurt icecream. My first time trying and shyt la... half way through I saw a strand of hair and my itchy hand go pull it out to see if it was mine or someone else. I should have known that my hair cant possibly get so deep into that scoop of yogurt icecream. Anyway, its disgusting to find a strand of hair among the icecream and my toppings of passion fruit, strawberry and mangoes. sinful sinful yet healthy food i tink.

Dinner suppose to be steamboat but damn full all along the side. Forget that it was sat... lots of people. All Q~ In the end only got to have sakae for dinner but still ok. seriously full to the extreme! Love salmon!

TADA~ This is a real dog!

SAw these 2 dogs at chinatown. Cant believe that they are real.

Sundae went to have dinner at chinatown there. Wanted steamboat but it's like all FULL. The food are all already swept out by those ppl. No fate with steam boat. In the end had dinner at the most nicest porridge stall, with yu sheng and also satay plus rojok. OMG... this are all sinful food causing me to put on weight soon. I'm going on diet soon again~ to lose those fats.

After that still down to geylang for buying durians.

yummy~ smell my durian HAR**** =X

Busy to even updates on lots of things. time wait for no one~ and its 1.31am now time for sleep because docs says I lack of sleep. if not i tink i'm not going to bed till 3am. I wan my Mac Salmon burgur tml for breakfast!!! LOL.

VERY RANDOM- once in a while

2009-08-28T00:33:00.009+08:00

It's Thursdae and glad that Oral for DIBS is over, but it also means it's going to be the start of another new module. But not to think too far first but to enjoy what lies ahead for me! Anw kind of amusing when I entered the oral room and saw miss norintan trying to 消毒 on the pen. Oral was pretty fast becoz I thought it's going to be long for I had some confusion with the qns done for the written but it turn out to be fine. Only been frustrated with my LG secret for it's been bad to worst. trying hard to msg and I need lots of time to get one msg type out becoz the buttons are roar~ sux to the max! less than a year and it's giving me trouble. worst to come LG arena was only with me than less than 2 daes and at that time busy with house moving did not bothered much with it. The batt was gone for less than 12 hours about 8 hours in standby mode. Already sent it to LG there for servicing for not back yet and i'm waiting.

After oral headed down to wm for my popcorns. mr.tkp wanted me to go down for once again it's going to be his last dae again. So I had one big box of popcorn but now it's like half gone... and i'm not the one eating it for I had only munch on a few piece!!! then after that to bangkit-marsiling-admiralty for some matters with mum.

*** OMG I saw a big cockroach! ***dono where it gone now***

well... back home and then off to sheng shiong for shopping of household items. mr.tkp came to help too. Sheng shiong items are super cheap... bought lots of items that 3 of us cant even carry and got to cab home. Then dinner at nearby coffee shop... the food~ well taste nice though first time trying since just moved over here.

now a little time for me since im not following uncle's lorry for the night. lots of random pics.

waiting for my arena still... when is LG going to complete checking.

I super hate pink color... but this cake is ok ok la.

cakes, cakes and cakes!

funnie germaine...

woots... big watermelon for the dae and for the week as well...

crazy sis in the box...
house moving madness syndrome

My popcorns.. i loved!

so so so random... lots of pics still.

from my twitter:
mabelBER I say what I mean... and mean what I say! I'm determined to show what I mean unlike people who say and don't mean what they say.

if you get it, then get it. If you don't, forget it!

lots of things happened. but for the time being... lets sit back and enjoy the show.

L-I-F-E

2009-08-27T00:11:00.002+08:00

Had WA for DIBS todae. The whole of todae simply sux and I dont wish to mention anymore. Just to say it's really pantang that I woke up early for the rest of the dae and LATE for my WA. AND... I hate office people especially OL! - Office Ladies. DOn't they have that bit of gracious-ness and courteousy when it comes to taking public transport? It's such a disgrace!

Having Oral for DIBS tml... hope and pray everything would be fine tml. for me and for bro!

After that magic show on fri... Max performance kind of have an impact on me. Are we truly alive or are we waiting to die? If my life were to be an movie, what movie would it be? Or what kind of movie would I want my life to be? If I were to give myself a dateline for completing what I have to complete, what would the exact date be? Between being alive and dead is only just a line... and its really all about time. Had a chat with ah fa last night... my listening ear. Still at times when we discuss on topics, there really seems to be no logic for some happenings. After that still late night before I sleep, had a chat with tkp while me to be the listening ear listening to him. Really indeed life is a big question mark, if given a choice, would you blow off the candle?

lots of things and lots of things to be done. time is little... its does not stop. had to run here and there... getting tired.

Finally had the chance to watch a movie - the last house on the left. Was kind of happie till the first 3 mins of the show I then realise I already watch the movie! On funshion! Because in funshion its in chinese words and I really did not notice. So got no choice since the ticket already been paid and also on funshion, I did not complete the movie due to too er xin.

*sigh* really looking forward for a holidae to overseas. Perhaps I should have been a good girl agreeing to study in aus rather than now in the middle of nowhere. motive-less moving ahead...

long and long

2009-08-22T00:51:00.002+08:00

I thought that I would not be going for the magic show, supposing to be working. Last minute not working and then yuxiang got extra tickets for me becoz her friend is not going. OMG... Alex Tan shook my hands. l0l it would be better if it was Max Ling. Hope in the years to come RP Magic IG will continue to have The Grand MAgic show and strive for a better future. Sitting back in TRCC again... thinking time flies. It's like a movie playing...

Past few days been so busy... moving house and LGAs driving me crazy. Before that working CTC job...but was having gastric flu or watever with the contamination of the food coloring they used. Glad now it's fine..Only worked for 1 and a half days and got to rest because I really cannot take it. Then moving house... lots of things to do. Sad about it because I lost something thru the process. Uncle got 4 china ppl to help us move... lots of trips here and there because the lorry is small. And also everything seems a little too rush. Not enough time to really pack everything. Been runningto and fro and till now some of my belongings are still over there. And some even lost somewhere somehow i dont know how it happen...just lost.! REally got nth to say now... one by one. history repeating itself. trying to adpat to the new surroundings. A more plesant environment.. nearer to farm plus qian hu all that. and stupide kuku happenings for the first day going to school by train and that takes me 1 and a half hour. and second day by bus for 1 hr and 7 mins plus. kuku happenings forgettting to bring my ez link card.Although teacher been on mc for 3 days... but LGAs are still a must to be done and handed up. Been doing it in the middle of the night till morning.. thats the time where I will get to work and chiong for completion. never ending LGA... till then finally got the little time to visit farm.. I saw the parrot that hallo hallo all day long. know the term of honey and dancing. Dance when upon we saying dance dance. Saw the lang gou.. the eyes... the birds that par tor and the bird and the dog who gets well together. Also though is busy.. manage to catch Jack neo's new movie where got ghost... and also G.I Joe Rise of Cobra.

till now my puzzle and corss stitch is still over at old house. going to get them back tml hopefully. and now 7th month.. good luk to ppl who sux.

LOVED<3

2009-08-12T21:37:00.003+08:00

On 9th Aug night went over to Adam's Road there for Mutton Soup. It's really delicious and been craving for it since long long ago. And finally, I got the chance to have one bowl to myself without bread just plainly the soup itself. It's really much more than what I expected and really recommend it to anyone who loves mutton soup. Furthermore got lots of chunks of mutton inside unlike other stall and also it's easy to chew. Other than that ordered the mifen-goreng which is nice too again with mutton inside. While waiting for our satay which is mutton also, ordered prata to share too but it was not as nice as even neighborhood stall. Too bad after waiting like 30 mins from the start of my mutton soup, the satay still did not arrived and we eventually run off - noticing that despite our table and the other table who ordered first, others who ordered later than us gets their satay first. Some kind of unfairness going on because...

That night after the NDP on TV, lots of programme such as the Singapore Idol and the Chinese Chang Xia Qu. Really had a great laugh seeing all those contestants.

10 Aug went down to AMK. Bought lots of things... sight-seeing. and blah blah blah...

A post which should already been publish but been so long updating till I'm lazy. Yeah... getting lazy. Going to do my LGA now... tata~

HAPPIE BDAE SG

2009-08-09T23:41:00.001+08:00

HAPPIE BDAE
SINGAPORE!!!

The Pledge

2009-08-08T23:13:00.002+08:00

Check this out!

For those who don't know, this is a screen shot from mapleStory. As you can see, it shows there a GMA mega-ing a PLEDGE! It's really funnie and he is an entertainer man!

Singtel send a sms to remind us about National DAe and 8.22pm, the pledge! I guess other service provider also did send such as Starhub and I'm not sure if M1 do, but i tink yes.

Pledge Moment for all S’poreans to say pledge on Aug 9 at 8:22pm

So tml 8.22pm, will you put your hand across your chest and say your pledge???

Have you all read or watch the news?
if not let me show you... (extracted from Yahoo News)

Two students killed after being knocked down by train

SINGAPORE: A young couple died after they were knocked down by a train at the KTM railway track near Upper Bukit Timah Road early Saturday morning.

19—year—old Goh Sheng Yao and

20—year—old Lee Jing Yu,

both Republic Polytechnic students, were pronounced dead by paramedics at the scene at about 6.00am.

It is believed that the train driver had signalled to both of them to move away from the track, but they failed to do so.

The train was heading towards Malaysia and was not carrying any passengers at the time of the accident. Train services were disrupted for nearly two hours before resuming at around 7.40am.

Police have classified the case as unnatural death and investigations are underway. Witnesses with information on the case can contact the police at 1800—255—0000.

The news is like OMG!

Around 35 more mins would be SINGAPORE 44th BDAE!

HAPPIE BDAE SINGAPORE!!!!

LEFT WITH NO CHOICE

2009-08-08T04:43:00.002+08:00

一千个，一万个不愿意，但我始终找不到更好的办法

I guess I really can't think of anything better. It seems like road is still long yet I can't think of any better solution. EVerytime and everytime it seems like no problem trying to resolve something that I dont wish to but this time round why cant there be other paths awaiting for me.

At times wont you realize when you do not need help from others yet there are lots of people willing and Q-ing up to lend you a helping hand. and also at times when you need help from people yet you don't know who are available to help you. I rmb my teacher use to tell me no matter what, never ever give up because you might not know what other opportunities are waiting for you although most of the times you have to seek them yourself. I would then tell her I can't, she would den continue to say you can do it. Just tell youself you can and believe in yourself, the man up there would see your effort. And thus I really did try my best in everything although at times hearing what others said might be discouraging.

Or perhaps new environment might be a new start? It sounds very deceiving to me.

"Human beings are like documents copies from fax machine, when you die there is always another one to replace you"

How true it is?

GOGOGO

2009-08-06T21:12:00.002+08:00

I passed my CSA with a C. I guess it dont really come by just by luck and praying. Learn from Uncle Tan to challenge her... and really indeed at times I find that she is contradicting to what she has say. I try my very best to speak more than her and ask her till she cant ans.Want me to elaborate? I shall do this some other time... time for relax and also thinking of how to go about writing complain letter about her. Although its C, but still the process of it is really tiring from the start of this... LGAs... @#$%^& and all those redo, redo and redo. ANW jiayou for the best... after weekend she should be moremoremore lenient.

Defination of Love

2009-08-06T16:31:00.002+08:00

Defination of Love
-- what is love ?

--Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught withinyour chest??
-it isn`t love, it`s like.
You can`t keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right??
-it isn`t love, it`s lust.
Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
- it isn`t love, it`s pride.
Do you want them because you know they`re there??
-it isn`t love, it`s loneliness.
Are you there because it`s what everyone wants??
-it isn`t love, it`s loyalty.
Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand??
-it isn`t love, it`s low confidence.
Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don`t want to hurtthem??
-it isn`t love, it`s pity.
Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat??
-it isn`t love, it`s infatuation.
Do you pardon their faults because you care about them??
-it isn`t love, it`s friendship.
Do you tell them every day that they are the only one you think of??
-it isn`t love, it`s a lie.
Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake??
-it isn`t love, it`s charity.

So what is L o v e ?

Does your heart ache and break when they`re sad??
-then it`s l o v e.
Do you cry for their pain, even when they`re strong??
-then it`s l o v e.
Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts??
-then it`s l o v e.
Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain andrelation pulls you close and holds you there??
-then it`s l o v e.
Do you accept their faults because they`re a part of who they are??
-then it`s l o v e.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret??
-then it`s l o v e.

Would you give them your heart, your life, your death??

问时间情为何物，只叫人生死相许

STICKY

2009-08-05T12:15:00.003+08:00

OMG you really got to look at this. My sis show me this website saying that her fren is doing a project on this. So I visited it again! The previous night also got to visit this website but I just thought it's fabulous la with all the cute candies with name's or words written in it. Todae, I viewed the video as shown and it's pretty amazing. I had an idea of how it is done but it''s just so unbelievable.

You can visit their website at sticky.com!

2009-08-04T17:58:00.001+08:00

SAw this from FB... so in my class???