Some random pictures...

Picture of drloke and some of the juniors at the bazaar...

The pricing of the items that magic IG are selling...


Below are 2 pictures of a person messy table... not FANG BIAN to say who but definitely not me!!! But i think some of you know whose table it is ba.


see how messy it is right?

One of the lessons of Quality Control...

The potato salad from W4 canteen...

My own omelette... SUper big.. MAUAHA

Some of my favourite chewing gums... so thankyou for it.!!!



Today was suppose to go for the TPY yellow Ribbon thing but in the end decide not to go. I have to agree that i am lazy to go and even if i go i think i would probably be hiding around some corner slacking. In the end i spent the whole of Sunday lying on my bed. But however i cant lie straight coz my head is pain so got to lie side way.

ACtually still did not intend to go out but remember it was me who ask them to go for leonard's bdae so it would not be very nice to not go. I was waiting for xueying to msg me to meet her. Then meet huimin and off we go to downtown east. I guess the whole process was damn horrible. I don't wanna talk about it anymore.

But below are those stupid pictures that we took while waiting for never coming shuttle bus. In the end, cab there instead.

I guess that day was the most horrible day. Friday should be a happy day yet it turn out to be so different. Actually already prepared for it but i still cannot stand it. That day only 10 person came for class but not surprise at all because i think most of the time is like this right. The whole day been thinking of what module should i choose!!! I feel like getting out of class but then my scandal xueying gone for talk. In the end, went lunch with Raymond and Daniel at W4. I don usually or I DONT go to that canteen one coz i hate the smell on me. We bought the dono wat potato and egg salad from the sandwich bar in the end when i ate it, the taste is weird one. Not believing i ask them to try and indeed i think it is spoiled. Daniel took it back to the person and the person merely put some parsley on top to cover the sour taste.

After that Daniel accompany me to Sun plaza coz he say he don't want to walk alone to CWP. That was like an excuse i guess coz he probably knows that or saw the conversation that i am going to sun plaza on my own. That was actually a long story...But never mind i did not really put it to heart.

Now i'm glad at least it is not really real. I can't imagine if all that was real and how are people are are going to continue with that. i keep on thinking and thinking, also dont know how to say. Sorry people who msg me that day because i replied none of your messages, perhaps some important one. For that whole day been thinking about it but still always end up with no solution to clear that mischief idea.

That night was up till 3.30 plus before i went home. So ps for unglam moments. I cant imagine wats going to happen when i go home with that kind of face.

Today i guess he told the truth, hope she believe. Yes and she say it was very stupid for a "old person" like him to play such games. But i guess without my mischief and also agreement on it the game wont have a start. Told so much lie on this game! now i guess the end of it no more secrets to hide anymore.

After this problem end another problem arise, my sis moves out today! becoz and becoz...

My grades and attendance is getting better this semester. But then i am starting to slack, i find no reason to get good grades coz i got no intention to go uni. I thought that lessons today going to be damn difficult because i did not came last week and dono if i am going to be with the same team as____ . (you all should know la)

In the end team with Henry, Gerald and Zhang Yu. Actually not feeling that good because of certain matters still but thanks to them for their making fun of me de jokes that brighten up my day. Although they irritated me by calling me meibao which rebecca and come other likes to call, but still had fun la. Also those steak and what lah which pissed me off but then still i guess my team is still not bad without ____. Also i feel that the 2 guys are so childish la, keep on poking and disturbing one another and also accidentally saw some dirty msn chat that they have about someone. Well, haahas i am laughing coz the person is someone i don like which is also the ____. I guess if the other 4 girls in my class knows about it i guess they would also laugh too.

I really have no idea and whole day my mind been pondering on that problem. I think its also because of my sudden mischief thats why now i think its time to clear all misunderstanding. Actually i also got stand in the position that if that is real and i think and thank god its all a fake one.

Thought that i want to go for my injection today. Coz i rmb on 9th they issue me the letter ask me go for injection till now i have no courage to go. Today i finally thought i ask scandals to accompany to go but after that i decide not to go again because i think of quitting. Coz i totally give up on explaining and also all the avoidance of people that initially i thought i could handle it well. But it seems that i am not capable of handling it well.

But thankyou my scandal xueying for listening to my worries. Although after chatting with xueying i have come to some conclusion for solving it and making it clear to everyone about the truth, i guess all those wont be of much use. Because he said he would solve everything for me. I guess he really understand what i am thinking also and so sweet of him to say that. Haahas and yes xueying ask if i am touched, seriously touched by what he say.

After all this, i know see and understand alot more. I can say its a process of my life.

I really don't know whats wrong with me. I woke up having a little fever and my head weighs a thousand tons and then damn shit thing was that i vomit on the floor near my bed. I had to clear up the mess myself because no one was at home, and again i could hear the tick tick sound of my clock. I was feeling blur and msg-ing xueying but i really wondered if i am dreaming or it really happen.

I had a nightmare last night, freaking scary and seems so real to me. Someone was after my life and i kept running and looking for people to help me. I guess i been pondering too much on certain things. But then since i am also involved in the start of this game, i guess it would be normal for me to feel guilty. Also i think i am too mischief, because i can't stand it when people starts to gossip so i agree to play this game. My idea is if you want to play with me i play with you till the end. But i wont be the one losing out.

So much things... but thanks ML anyway. She's understanding and also i know i can trust her. But as what she say leave some gap so there are some things which left unspoken is better. Also really want to say sorry because i think its my fault that he is being unreasonable. And that cause so much hurt to ml.. really sorry.

guess i'm tired, feeling soggy... going for a rest

~~~~~

seriously i enjoy the process of it thats why till now i remain unmoved not wanting to cause the fullstop to everyone's enjoyment. But it seems that things are not getting any better. If worst come to worst i dont have a choice, i would still do according to the initial task that i am suppose to do. Blame me all you want.

Been lying on my bed thinking the whole day, I tried to msg ah fa but no reply. I could not think of other good ways to solve the problems. I don't know what i should do next. I guess i just have to see how it goes. I'm prepare for the worst.

Not feeling well this few days. Perhaps just during the day time where i will feel moody, headache and stomaches. When it comes to night, perfectly fine and i can chat, read books, watch shows draw and all shots of things la. Ytd night was again not sleeping... been thinking lots of things. So only manage to get to sleep when morning arrives and sorry scandals i overslept and din join u all for movies.

wake up feeling my head so heavy. argh!

Sometimes i feel so difficult to find someone to talk to. I mean when i am at home. I think I'm use to the environment of being alone in house since sec.1. Also hate it when she gives me the kind of attitude when actually i done nth wrong and as if i owe her like that. another one which i think don even would bother to really listen although she seems that she is listening.

feeling not well... i need a break to genting!!!! =)

somemore i dont know why also... it just makes me feel more guilty. because of something... guilty and more guilty..!!!

Presentations is starting soon and i am falling asleep soon. The 2 hours of sleep is not the reason that i am yawning and feeling sleepy. But i guess i am just missing the coffee that i had every morning that keeps me awake. Instead this few days been drinking milo due to the fact that stomach / gastric not feeling that well so decide to kick the habit of drinking coffee.

I 'm trying hard to concentrate because i know for DrGoh lessons i cannot afford to day dream or do other things like msn-ing or msg-ing. My eyes are like closing soon, nearer to my dreams. My brain is like hibernating and standby-ing soon.

~~~~~

Finally after school just now, went to meet Xueying and waited for Ryan to end his UT. Then off we went to magic hall to buy the props. All the while was feeling so tired, to the extend i feel like sleeping when i am walking.

Then back to sembawang to meet raymond to pass him the present which was RISK given by Daniel. Also the present that we bought for him from magic hall.

Feeling so bad deep down in my heart. But than also devil side is acting up thats why. I think and think...

Not feeling very good. Because of something...

Too sensitive to the surroundings. Thats why i felt different since ytd and today finally i knew why.

Certain things that happens that rakes up unhappy memories. I wish i can help but i cant do anything about it. I really wish i can, or maybe if i am selfish enough. Well, really don't know.

ARGH...

This few day can be quite happening. It starts with RP 6th ANNIVERSARY at Meritus mandarin hotel. Actually alot of things so mention but overall one word to mention the whole event i think is still horrible. Before our trip there, there is this person that is in charge of making sure the bus is fully seated. She made this comment to drloke that " do you know that there are not enough space and student helpers would have to stand". It was like... wth all of us are also humans what makes them so special that they can seat and what makes us so special that we should stand. And seriously i think cant be so coincidence that they only book JUST nice for all faci'(s) to be seated nicely on the bus and no other free seats. But anw we still seat all the way there but worst part to come was in the bus.

There is this whole row of people seating behind us and i dont know who they are lah but since its the 6th anniversary of RP(s) you all also should know. They was like saying:

"erm, whats the food ar?"

"ya, i'm hungry."

"din you see the powerpoint menu?"

"oh i'm so hungry."

It was like so.... Zzzz and most irritating part was they are laughing so LOUD and FUNNY sia!!! Seriously i was curious about the event and also just to join in the fun with scandals they all. If not i think i wont be there but somewhere in a place quiet and peaceful instead of those WAHAHAHAHA.

After all my day is still not that bad because i receive a SMS from ah fa saying that renfred is in the ns with him. So i was joking that he should take a picture of it. But then i was just shock coz i thought he could not bring hp in but in the end he still SMS. I wish he can bring laptop in so he can listen to all my naggins and complaints.!!! =D all about my horrible trip!!!

currently love working because something to keep me occupy with. People there are not that bad. Infact i think they are fun loving that makes life interesting. But like what my sis and fren say sometimes people there are doing things too over. So far all my previous job seems more demanding and also more strict.

ALot of other things to say... Haahas... all in my mind=D

I did not went school today because my stomach kind of not feeling that well. But as compared to last semester, mabel is more good girl this semester. So please don't say i am bad!!!

So what can a not feeling well person do? I woke up as usual and then msg Xueying to tell her that i'm not coming coz the day before i just told her i will be coming after her motivations. After that continue sleeping till late noons. So sorry for all the late msg because i am sleeping like a pig and although i read the msg i took quite a long time to reply.

Although not feeling that good but still think i still can go work so i went as usual. Today doing ticketing and i think i am so clumsy. Sometimes my mind would just go blank and lag for a few seconds. Also my head seems to be getting heavier and heavier but then still manage to survive.

So cool man... one of my manager also maple!!! o_O and his level so high. talks abt gunbound that reminds me of so many memories. But still always tell myself to look at the current, not the past nor the future. Because i also dont know where my future stands. Cant even think of what i want!

Dono hows ah fa doing in ns... no one to talk to. It is his questions that makes my brain work. my friend ar don die in there ar. =x

oh ya lastly HAPPY BDAE TO LANXIANG!!! =D

Once again, school starts!!! Can't help myself but to dream all day long. Dr Goh lessons so could not msn but trying to focus and force myself to read the resources. My eyes was all on those resources but nothing just go in my mind.

After school went library with Xueying because its still raining so went there to slack. Its been ages since we last slack together with them. Haahas... Thought that i and my dear Xueying can date but there is this girl and boy behind us making lots of noise. Especially that girl was making hilarious funny laughing sound that sounds worst than a witch. Even a witch laughter is more soothing, and more worst she was like spying us. Actually did not really meant to peep but then i feel this aura that people are sneaking at us so i look to the side of the glass wall and saw that the girl keep on turning her body sideway to peep at us. Somemore still they keep on laughing behind our back, and making so much noise.

Then went to meet ryan and to CWP. In the end, turn out that we shop so long, for lots of stuff. But i guess ryan spend the most. Is fun but then my mind just wonder somewhere far. Dont even know what i am thinking.

Damn pissed off, but still faking that smile on my face.

All because of this BU NAN BU NV. I have no problems with girls, boys, ladies, guys, aunties, uncle, malay, chinese and blah... But this BNBN, pop up of sudden and say until its like my fault like that. This BNBN is not there how BNBN knows what exactly did happen. Well, did not want to explain to this BNBN anyway, since this BNBN dont even seems to want to clarify properly so i just nod my head and orh orh all the way.

School is starting tomorrow!!! ARGH
I HATE SCHOOLING!!!

I'm still feeling full now... =D Delicious meal at BAO JIN TIAN !!! For photos refer to XUEYING'S blog. lol ... No mood for taking photos today, perhaps i am just thinking of my camera at the IT show.

Saying of the IT show, is super chaotic. REN SHAN REN HAI Some of the promoters are so enthu and giving out pamphlets and promoting to you about their stuff. For some, not very minority just simply enjoy standing or even worst still, seating and chatting happily. If i am your boss, i just gonna ask you go home right now because you all are just slacking worms.

AHHH... I super hate Saturday because everywhere is full of people. But scandals can we go date somewhere else next time? BING BANG BIANG, banging into all sorts of people and more of them banging into us.

2 or 3 days? No suddenly pop up conversation from ah fa, one of the very few who also always appear offline. Perhaps now he is sleeping in a room of other guys who can soon to be his gay partners. LOL... just joking but by the time he sees this post is like dono how many days from now. weeks? or months?

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Incredible magic???

This is erm... if i'm the person holding the paper i sure pull away to see how he manage to do that !!!

10 things men wish women will know

Here's one for ladies....

By Shawn Mckee
eDiets Staff Writer

Spring is here -- and that means love is in the air! Flowers bloom, birds chirp and people wake from their winter slumbers, looking for love. Yes, romance blooms as the warm, spring air coaxes us out of our caves and into the sunny world around us.

For as long as people have been pairing up, they've had problems with communication. So to help alleviate some of the problems that arise when the sexes try to coincide in courtship, I've put together a list of things women should know about men. As a man, these are the things I wish every woman knew about me -- and my brethren -- to make life simpler for everyone.

We lie. But it's not as bad as it sounds. Generally, we do it to make you feel good or avoid trouble. Were you really looking for the truth when you asked: "Does this make my butt look big?" We think your butt looks great. Everything you try on looks "great." Let's leave it at that.

We're insecure -- just like you. This seems obvious, but since men tend not to open up about their feelings, it may be hard to actually recognize. We want to feel wanted and needed. Throw us an occasional compliment, ask us to help you do something manly or laugh at our dumb jokes. Pointing out our imperfections is painful for us, too, so take it easy when addressing our growing beer belly, receding hairline or bedroom prowess.

Your body is sexy. Fitness is sexy. You don't have to be built like a ballerina to turn us on, but the fact that you take care of yourself is important. Plus, we love seeing you in your sexy little workout clothes and we're hoping that when you get home from the gym you'll suggest we "hit the showers" together.

The eyes have it. We think you're sexy, remember? Sometimes our eyes wander, but that doesn't mean we're planning on straying. It's unnatural for a man to ignore a beautiful woman -- it's science. So, if you catch your man ogling another beauty, don't point out all her imperfections and call her a "skank." Jealousy is not pretty.

Acceptable actions for you to take: Punch him in the arm, make a smartass comment about her outfit, say "You wish," start ogling a handsome man in the area, suggest a threesome (then add "you wish") or anything else that's shows you're confident and can laugh off a faux pas as trivial as our naturally wandering eyes.

We're always ready for sex -- always. That's pretty much it on that one. So, feel free to initiate whenever you're feeling randy.

Subtly is lost on us. This is one that always seems to baffle women I know. "I flipped my hair, smiled and touched my neck, how could he not know I'm interested?" Because he doesn't get subtle clues, as a matter of fact, subtly is all but lost on the male species.

I'm not sure why this is, but if you want something, you may just have to ask directly. Is it as fun as dropping hints about what you want for your anniversary and being surprised when you don't get it? Maybe not, but it will eliminate a great deal of miscommunication.

Cookies, cakes and the kitchen. When you cook for us, it's the sexiest thing ever. We love food and we love women, so a woman who can feed us pretty much covers all the bases. Watching you cook is better foreplay than pretty much anything, unless you're cooking wearing only an apron, then it is the best foreplay -- ever.

You don't really want to know what we're thinking. Men's minds, like their eyes, tend to wander. You ask, "What are you thinking?" And you get a blank stare. It's not because we're not thinking anything, but because we know you don't care about the finer points of a 3-4 defense, who would win in a fight between a ninja and a pirate (ninja, in case you're wondering), or how many hot dogs we think we could eat in 20 minutes. So, when we reply, "How beautiful you are…" Just accept it.

Directions? We don't need no stinkin' directions! We don't ask for directions because we like to solve problems, it makes us feel accomplished. Half the fun of going somewhere is the trip, so getting lost and finding our way back is a big part of the fun of going to your coworker's birthday party. We're explorers by nature; let us have our great expedition -- even if it makes us late. You can blame us for being late -- we don't mind.

Stop asking, "Where is this going?" We don't know. We know where we hope this will go, but we're not going to stop and ask for directions. You have a right to ask this at some point as the relationship develops, but we're trying to enjoy the trip, not rush to the destination. Asking will just make us feel pressured, so just skip this question all together and enjoy the ride.

We really just want to make you happy, that's all. More often than not, we'll do the right thing, but take it easy on us when we act like the cavemen we are, at least we're trying.

Shawn McKee is not a doctor, psychologist or relationship expert of any kind. He is, however, a man. Which he thinks gives him the authority to write about things men like.


EH... TRUE?

TOP 10 BIGGEST BRAIN DAMAGING HABITS

1. No Breakfast
People who do not take breakfast are going to have a lower blood sugar level.
This leads to an insufficient supply of nutrients to the brain causing brain degeneration.

~ ya my mummy always tell me people who don eat breakfast will aged faster. They gets older faster...!!! Muahaha... OLDIES~

2. Overeating
It causes hardening of the brain arteries, leading to a decrease in mental power.

~ ya see thats the reason most fat people are fat because they overeat and they are slow right... just like me =) think slow...

3. Smoking
It causes multiple brain shrinkage and may lead to Alzheimer disease.

~ Depends on your life... believe in fate? sometimes you may not smoke and lead a healthy life but still down with sickness.

4. High Sugar consumption
Too much sugar will interrupt the absorption of proteins and nutrients causing malnutrition and may interfere with brain development.

~ huh malnutrition? i thought should be the other way round because eating too much sweets makes you FAT!!!

5. Air Pollution
The brain is the largest oxygen consumer in our body.
Inhaling polluted air decreases the supply of oxygen to the brain, bringing about a decrease in brain efficiency.

~ Ya... So to those smokers, causing pollutant to the world and making us breath in all those air.

6. Sleep Deprivation
Sleep allows our brain to rest. Long term deprivation from sleep will accelerate the death of brain cells.

~ erm.. den i think i should stop having 4-5 hours of sleep but for times i have more than enough.. den what if i had lots and lots of sleep? 12 hours or even 15 hours? like wat i alwats did!! MUAHahah...

7. Head covered while sleeping
Sleeping with the head covered, increases the concentration of carbon dioxide and decrease concentration of oxygen that may lead to brain damaging effects.

~ i dont understand this leh... i am covering my head not my mouth or nose so i should still be able to breath in and out as normal...

8. Working your brain during illness
Working hard or studying with sickness may lead to a decrease in effectiveness of the brain as well as damage the brain.

~ This should be sent to all schools and teachers so that you all should know what to do when students are sick ar...

9. Lacking in stimulating thoughts
Thinking is the best way to train our brain, lacking in brain stimulation thoughts may cause brain shrinkage.

~ Then those hu think too much? they would have their brain extend to the ones in Indiana Jones. Like the crystal skull? with extended head like oval shape liao...

10. Talking Rarely
Intellectual conversations will promote the efficiency of the brain.

~ ???

Two movies, KungFu Panda which i wanted very much to watch and also Indiana Jones. First movie with Rebecca and Xueying, and second movie with them and plus drloke. But then feel that Indiana Jones is more nicer than KungFu Panda although the panda is really damn cute. *toi toi* Haahas



opps... =x I really wonder what movie this is all about. Lazy to read...

Remember when we are still small we loves to crowd around the *tong* machine. Loves to use our one dollar coin to tong those cute little stuff inside and sometimes did not really get what we wanted. ~GACHA~ But now different times, from one dollar we also have 2 dollars stuff and this time round i have not been *tong-ing* this but xueying did and get this cute little thing.

Recommend by Rebecca this DAN CHAO FAN... Its really nice! At taka...

damn pissed off... its like history repeating itself. Again say hao le ma meet jiu meet... den in the end people last min got something on. Its like almost half of them busy.. wth. So my cookies are like rotting on my dining table. Ytd was back from m'sia and was like super tired but still went ahead baking cookies for them. Somemore oven was kind of small so have to separate into lots of batch. BATCH BAKING!!! sounds like batch picking...


nvm xueying says she going to help me eat. So i going to bring her the cookies.









Thats my own tom Yam Soup but it turn out more of seafood soup.

Haiz still so feeling pissed off after cooking...

Malaysia through the Asia...

sorry picture not that clear, don't dare GUANG MING ZHENG DA take pictures. =x

mine and xueying's ....

Presents to you...

KUNG FU PANDA

Aww... I want to watch!!! But the booking for this Friday is almost full and i cant get the good seats that i want. Although i love my lovely panda but i don't want to be seating so close to him. SAT.... heehee

Some random pictures...

Picture of drloke and some of the juniors at the bazaar...

The pricing of the items that magic IG are selling...


Below are 2 pictures of a person messy table... not FANG BIAN to say who but definitely not me!!! But i think some of you know whose table it is ba.


see how messy it is right?

One of the lessons of Quality Control...

The potato salad from W4 canteen...

My own omelette... SUper big.. MAUAHA

Some of my favourite chewing gums... so thankyou for it.!!!



Today was suppose to go for the TPY yellow Ribbon thing but in the end decide not to go. I have to agree that i am lazy to go and even if i go i think i would probably be hiding around some corner slacking. In the end i spent the whole of Sunday lying on my bed. But however i cant lie straight coz my head is pain so got to lie side way.

ACtually still did not intend to go out but remember it was me who ask them to go for leonard's bdae so it would not be very nice to not go. I was waiting for xueying to msg me to meet her. Then meet huimin and off we go to downtown east. I guess the whole process was damn horrible. I don't wanna talk about it anymore.

But below are those stupid pictures that we took while waiting for never coming shuttle bus. In the end, cab there instead.














I guess that day was the most horrible day. Friday should be a happy day yet it turn out to be so different. Actually already prepared for it but i still cannot stand it. That day only 10 person came for class but not surprise at all because i think most of the time is like this right. The whole day been thinking of what module should i choose!!! I feel like getting out of class but then my scandal xueying gone for talk. In the end, went lunch with Raymond and Daniel at W4. I don usually or I DONT go to that canteen one coz i hate the smell on me. We bought the dono wat potato and egg salad from the sandwich bar in the end when i ate it, the taste is weird one. Not believing i ask them to try and indeed i think it is spoiled. Daniel took it back to the person and the person merely put some parsley on top to cover the sour taste.

After that Daniel accompany me to Sun plaza coz he say he don't want to walk alone to CWP. That was like an excuse i guess coz he probably knows that or saw the conversation that i am going to sun plaza on my own. That was actually a long story...But never mind i did not really put it to heart.

Now i'm glad at least it is not really real. I can't imagine if all that was real and how are people are are going to continue with that. i keep on thinking and thinking, also dont know how to say. Sorry people who msg me that day because i replied none of your messages, perhaps some important one. For that whole day been thinking about it but still always end up with no solution to clear that mischief idea.

That night was up till 3.30 plus before i went home. So ps for unglam moments. I cant imagine wats going to happen when i go home with that kind of face.

Today i guess he told the truth, hope she believe. Yes and she say it was very stupid for a "old person" like him to play such games. But i guess without my mischief and also agreement on it the game wont have a start. Told so much lie on this game! now i guess the end of it no more secrets to hide anymore.

After this problem end another problem arise, my sis moves out today! becoz and becoz...


My grades and attendance is getting better this semester. But then i am starting to slack, i find no reason to get good grades coz i got no intention to go uni. I thought that lessons today going to be damn difficult because i did not came last week and dono if i am going to be with the same team as____ . (you all should know la)

In the end team with Henry, Gerald and Zhang Yu. Actually not feeling that good because of certain matters still but thanks to them for their making fun of me de jokes that brighten up my day. Although they irritated me by calling me meibao which rebecca and come other likes to call, but still had fun la. Also those steak and what lah which pissed me off but then still i guess my team is still not bad without ____. Also i feel that the 2 guys are so childish la, keep on poking and disturbing one another and also accidentally saw some dirty msn chat that they have about someone. Well, haahas i am laughing coz the person is someone i don like which is also the ____. I guess if the other 4 girls in my class knows about it i guess they would also laugh too.

I really have no idea and whole day my mind been pondering on that problem. I think its also because of my sudden mischief thats why now i think its time to clear all misunderstanding. Actually i also got stand in the position that if that is real and i think and thank god its all a fake one.

Thought that i want to go for my injection today. Coz i rmb on 9th they issue me the letter ask me go for injection till now i have no courage to go. Today i finally thought i ask scandals to accompany to go but after that i decide not to go again because i think of quitting. Coz i totally give up on explaining and also all the avoidance of people that initially i thought i could handle it well. But it seems that i am not capable of handling it well.

But thankyou my scandal xueying for listening to my worries. Although after chatting with xueying i have come to some conclusion for solving it and making it clear to everyone about the truth, i guess all those wont be of much use. Because he said he would solve everything for me. I guess he really understand what i am thinking also and so sweet of him to say that. Haahas and yes xueying ask if i am touched, seriously touched by what he say.

After all this, i know see and understand alot more. I can say its a process of my life.


I really don't know whats wrong with me. I woke up having a little fever and my head weighs a thousand tons and then damn shit thing was that i vomit on the floor near my bed. I had to clear up the mess myself because no one was at home, and again i could hear the tick tick sound of my clock. I was feeling blur and msg-ing xueying but i really wondered if i am dreaming or it really happen.

I had a nightmare last night, freaking scary and seems so real to me. Someone was after my life and i kept running and looking for people to help me. I guess i been pondering too much on certain things. But then since i am also involved in the start of this game, i guess it would be normal for me to feel guilty. Also i think i am too mischief, because i can't stand it when people starts to gossip so i agree to play this game. My idea is if you want to play with me i play with you till the end. But i wont be the one losing out.

So much things... but thanks ML anyway. She's understanding and also i know i can trust her. But as what she say leave some gap so there are some things which left unspoken is better. Also really want to say sorry because i think its my fault that he is being unreasonable. And that cause so much hurt to ml.. really sorry.

guess i'm tired, feeling soggy... going for a rest

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seriously i enjoy the process of it thats why till now i remain unmoved not wanting to cause the fullstop to everyone's enjoyment. But it seems that things are not getting any better. If worst come to worst i dont have a choice, i would still do according to the initial task that i am suppose to do. Blame me all you want.

Been lying on my bed thinking the whole day, I tried to msg ah fa but no reply. I could not think of other good ways to solve the problems. I don't know what i should do next. I guess i just have to see how it goes. I'm prepare for the worst.


Not feeling well this few days. Perhaps just during the day time where i will feel moody, headache and stomaches. When it comes to night, perfectly fine and i can chat, read books, watch shows draw and all shots of things la. Ytd night was again not sleeping... been thinking lots of things. So only manage to get to sleep when morning arrives and sorry scandals i overslept and din join u all for movies.

wake up feeling my head so heavy. argh!

Sometimes i feel so difficult to find someone to talk to. I mean when i am at home. I think I'm use to the environment of being alone in house since sec.1. Also hate it when she gives me the kind of attitude when actually i done nth wrong and as if i owe her like that. another one which i think don even would bother to really listen although she seems that she is listening.

feeling not well... i need a break to genting!!!! =)

somemore i dont know why also... it just makes me feel more guilty. because of something... guilty and more guilty..!!!



Presentations is starting soon and i am falling asleep soon. The 2 hours of sleep is not the reason that i am yawning and feeling sleepy. But i guess i am just missing the coffee that i had every morning that keeps me awake. Instead this few days been drinking milo due to the fact that stomach / gastric not feeling that well so decide to kick the habit of drinking coffee.

I 'm trying hard to concentrate because i know for DrGoh lessons i cannot afford to day dream or do other things like msn-ing or msg-ing. My eyes are like closing soon, nearer to my dreams. My brain is like hibernating and standby-ing soon.

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Finally after school just now, went to meet Xueying and waited for Ryan to end his UT. Then off we went to magic hall to buy the props. All the while was feeling so tired, to the extend i feel like sleeping when i am walking.

Then back to sembawang to meet raymond to pass him the present which was RISK given by Daniel. Also the present that we bought for him from magic hall.

Feeling so bad deep down in my heart. But than also devil side is acting up thats why. I think and think...


Not feeling very good. Because of something...

Too sensitive to the surroundings. Thats why i felt different since ytd and today finally i knew why.

Certain things that happens that rakes up unhappy memories. I wish i can help but i cant do anything about it. I really wish i can, or maybe if i am selfish enough. Well, really don't know.

ARGH...


This few day can be quite happening. It starts with RP 6th ANNIVERSARY at Meritus mandarin hotel. Actually alot of things so mention but overall one word to mention the whole event i think is still horrible. Before our trip there, there is this person that is in charge of making sure the bus is fully seated. She made this comment to drloke that " do you know that there are not enough space and student helpers would have to stand". It was like... wth all of us are also humans what makes them so special that they can seat and what makes us so special that we should stand. And seriously i think cant be so coincidence that they only book JUST nice for all faci'(s) to be seated nicely on the bus and no other free seats. But anw we still seat all the way there but worst part to come was in the bus.

There is this whole row of people seating behind us and i dont know who they are lah but since its the 6th anniversary of RP(s) you all also should know. They was like saying:

"erm, whats the food ar?"

"ya, i'm hungry."

"din you see the powerpoint menu?"

"oh i'm so hungry."

It was like so.... Zzzz and most irritating part was they are laughing so LOUD and FUNNY sia!!! Seriously i was curious about the event and also just to join in the fun with scandals they all. If not i think i wont be there but somewhere in a place quiet and peaceful instead of those WAHAHAHAHA.

After all my day is still not that bad because i receive a SMS from ah fa saying that renfred is in the ns with him. So i was joking that he should take a picture of it. But then i was just shock coz i thought he could not bring hp in but in the end he still SMS. I wish he can bring laptop in so he can listen to all my naggins and complaints.!!! =D all about my horrible trip!!!

currently love working because something to keep me occupy with. People there are not that bad. Infact i think they are fun loving that makes life interesting. But like what my sis and fren say sometimes people there are doing things too over. So far all my previous job seems more demanding and also more strict.

ALot of other things to say... Haahas... all in my mind=D


I did not went school today because my stomach kind of not feeling that well. But as compared to last semester, mabel is more good girl this semester. So please don't say i am bad!!!

So what can a not feeling well person do? I woke up as usual and then msg Xueying to tell her that i'm not coming coz the day before i just told her i will be coming after her motivations. After that continue sleeping till late noons. So sorry for all the late msg because i am sleeping like a pig and although i read the msg i took quite a long time to reply.

Although not feeling that good but still think i still can go work so i went as usual. Today doing ticketing and i think i am so clumsy. Sometimes my mind would just go blank and lag for a few seconds. Also my head seems to be getting heavier and heavier but then still manage to survive.

So cool man... one of my manager also maple!!! o_O and his level so high. talks abt gunbound that reminds me of so many memories. But still always tell myself to look at the current, not the past nor the future. Because i also dont know where my future stands. Cant even think of what i want!

Dono hows ah fa doing in ns... no one to talk to. It is his questions that makes my brain work. my friend ar don die in there ar. =x

oh ya lastly HAPPY BDAE TO LANXIANG!!! =D


Once again, school starts!!! Can't help myself but to dream all day long. Dr Goh lessons so could not msn but trying to focus and force myself to read the resources. My eyes was all on those resources but nothing just go in my mind.

After school went library with Xueying because its still raining so went there to slack. Its been ages since we last slack together with them. Haahas... Thought that i and my dear Xueying can date but there is this girl and boy behind us making lots of noise. Especially that girl was making hilarious funny laughing sound that sounds worst than a witch. Even a witch laughter is more soothing, and more worst she was like spying us. Actually did not really meant to peep but then i feel this aura that people are sneaking at us so i look to the side of the glass wall and saw that the girl keep on turning her body sideway to peep at us. Somemore still they keep on laughing behind our back, and making so much noise.

Then went to meet ryan and to CWP. In the end, turn out that we shop so long, for lots of stuff. But i guess ryan spend the most. Is fun but then my mind just wonder somewhere far. Dont even know what i am thinking.


Damn pissed off, but still faking that smile on my face.

All because of this BU NAN BU NV. I have no problems with girls, boys, ladies, guys, aunties, uncle, malay, chinese and blah... But this BNBN, pop up of sudden and say until its like my fault like that. This BNBN is not there how BNBN knows what exactly did happen. Well, did not want to explain to this BNBN anyway, since this BNBN dont even seems to want to clarify properly so i just nod my head and orh orh all the way.

School is starting tomorrow!!! ARGH
I HATE SCHOOLING!!!


I'm still feeling full now... =D Delicious meal at BAO JIN TIAN !!! For photos refer to XUEYING'S blog. lol ... No mood for taking photos today, perhaps i am just thinking of my camera at the IT show.

Saying of the IT show, is super chaotic. REN SHAN REN HAI Some of the promoters are so enthu and giving out pamphlets and promoting to you about their stuff. For some, not very minority just simply enjoy standing or even worst still, seating and chatting happily. If i am your boss, i just gonna ask you go home right now because you all are just slacking worms.

AHHH... I super hate Saturday because everywhere is full of people. But scandals can we go date somewhere else next time? BING BANG BIANG, banging into all sorts of people and more of them banging into us.

2 or 3 days? No suddenly pop up conversation from ah fa, one of the very few who also always appear offline. Perhaps now he is sleeping in a room of other guys who can soon to be his gay partners. LOL... just joking but by the time he sees this post is like dono how many days from now. weeks? or months?


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This is erm... if i'm the person holding the paper i sure pull away to see how he manage to do that !!!




10 things men wish women will know

Here's one for ladies....

By Shawn Mckee
eDiets Staff Writer

Spring is here -- and that means love is in the air! Flowers bloom, birds chirp and people wake from their winter slumbers, looking for love. Yes, romance blooms as the warm, spring air coaxes us out of our caves and into the sunny world around us.

For as long as people have been pairing up, they've had problems with communication. So to help alleviate some of the problems that arise when the sexes try to coincide in courtship, I've put together a list of things women should know about men. As a man, these are the things I wish every woman knew about me -- and my brethren -- to make life simpler for everyone.

We lie. But it's not as bad as it sounds. Generally, we do it to make you feel good or avoid trouble. Were you really looking for the truth when you asked: "Does this make my butt look big?" We think your butt looks great. Everything you try on looks "great." Let's leave it at that.

We're insecure -- just like you. This seems obvious, but since men tend not to open up about their feelings, it may be hard to actually recognize. We want to feel wanted and needed. Throw us an occasional compliment, ask us to help you do something manly or laugh at our dumb jokes. Pointing out our imperfections is painful for us, too, so take it easy when addressing our growing beer belly, receding hairline or bedroom prowess.

Your body is sexy. Fitness is sexy. You don't have to be built like a ballerina to turn us on, but the fact that you take care of yourself is important. Plus, we love seeing you in your sexy little workout clothes and we're hoping that when you get home from the gym you'll suggest we "hit the showers" together.

The eyes have it. We think you're sexy, remember? Sometimes our eyes wander, but that doesn't mean we're planning on straying. It's unnatural for a man to ignore a beautiful woman -- it's science. So, if you catch your man ogling another beauty, don't point out all her imperfections and call her a "skank." Jealousy is not pretty.

Acceptable actions for you to take: Punch him in the arm, make a smartass comment about her outfit, say "You wish," start ogling a handsome man in the area, suggest a threesome (then add "you wish") or anything else that's shows you're confident and can laugh off a faux pas as trivial as our naturally wandering eyes.

We're always ready for sex -- always. That's pretty much it on that one. So, feel free to initiate whenever you're feeling randy.

Subtly is lost on us. This is one that always seems to baffle women I know. "I flipped my hair, smiled and touched my neck, how could he not know I'm interested?" Because he doesn't get subtle clues, as a matter of fact, subtly is all but lost on the male species.

I'm not sure why this is, but if you want something, you may just have to ask directly. Is it as fun as dropping hints about what you want for your anniversary and being surprised when you don't get it? Maybe not, but it will eliminate a great deal of miscommunication.

Cookies, cakes and the kitchen. When you cook for us, it's the sexiest thing ever. We love food and we love women, so a woman who can feed us pretty much covers all the bases. Watching you cook is better foreplay than pretty much anything, unless you're cooking wearing only an apron, then it is the best foreplay -- ever.

You don't really want to know what we're thinking. Men's minds, like their eyes, tend to wander. You ask, "What are you thinking?" And you get a blank stare. It's not because we're not thinking anything, but because we know you don't care about the finer points of a 3-4 defense, who would win in a fight between a ninja and a pirate (ninja, in case you're wondering), or how many hot dogs we think we could eat in 20 minutes. So, when we reply, "How beautiful you are…" Just accept it.

Directions? We don't need no stinkin' directions! We don't ask for directions because we like to solve problems, it makes us feel accomplished. Half the fun of going somewhere is the trip, so getting lost and finding our way back is a big part of the fun of going to your coworker's birthday party. We're explorers by nature; let us have our great expedition -- even if it makes us late. You can blame us for being late -- we don't mind.

Stop asking, "Where is this going?" We don't know. We know where we hope this will go, but we're not going to stop and ask for directions. You have a right to ask this at some point as the relationship develops, but we're trying to enjoy the trip, not rush to the destination. Asking will just make us feel pressured, so just skip this question all together and enjoy the ride.

We really just want to make you happy, that's all. More often than not, we'll do the right thing, but take it easy on us when we act like the cavemen we are, at least we're trying.

Shawn McKee is not a doctor, psychologist or relationship expert of any kind. He is, however, a man. Which he thinks gives him the authority to write about things men like.


EH... TRUE?


TOP 10 BIGGEST BRAIN DAMAGING HABITS

1. No Breakfast
People who do not take breakfast are going to have a lower blood sugar level.
This leads to an insufficient supply of nutrients to the brain causing brain degeneration.

~ ya my mummy always tell me people who don eat breakfast will aged faster. They gets older faster...!!! Muahaha... OLDIES~

2. Overeating
It causes hardening of the brain arteries, leading to a decrease in mental power.

~ ya see thats the reason most fat people are fat because they overeat and they are slow right... just like me =) think slow...

3. Smoking
It causes multiple brain shrinkage and may lead to Alzheimer disease.

~ Depends on your life... believe in fate? sometimes you may not smoke and lead a healthy life but still down with sickness.

4. High Sugar consumption
Too much sugar will interrupt the absorption of proteins and nutrients causing malnutrition and may interfere with brain development.

~ huh malnutrition? i thought should be the other way round because eating too much sweets makes you FAT!!!

5. Air Pollution
The brain is the largest oxygen consumer in our body.
Inhaling polluted air decreases the supply of oxygen to the brain, bringing about a decrease in brain efficiency.

~ Ya... So to those smokers, causing pollutant to the world and making us breath in all those air.

6. Sleep Deprivation
Sleep allows our brain to rest. Long term deprivation from sleep will accelerate the death of brain cells.

~ erm.. den i think i should stop having 4-5 hours of sleep but for times i have more than enough.. den what if i had lots and lots of sleep? 12 hours or even 15 hours? like wat i alwats did!! MUAHahah...

7. Head covered while sleeping
Sleeping with the head covered, increases the concentration of carbon dioxide and decrease concentration of oxygen that may lead to brain damaging effects.

~ i dont understand this leh... i am covering my head not my mouth or nose so i should still be able to breath in and out as normal...

8. Working your brain during illness
Working hard or studying with sickness may lead to a decrease in effectiveness of the brain as well as damage the brain.

~ This should be sent to all schools and teachers so that you all should know what to do when students are sick ar...

9. Lacking in stimulating thoughts
Thinking is the best way to train our brain, lacking in brain stimulation thoughts may cause brain shrinkage.

~ Then those hu think too much? they would have their brain extend to the ones in Indiana Jones. Like the crystal skull? with extended head like oval shape liao...

10. Talking Rarely
Intellectual conversations will promote the efficiency of the brain.

~ ???


Two movies, KungFu Panda which i wanted very much to watch and also Indiana Jones. First movie with Rebecca and Xueying, and second movie with them and plus drloke. But then feel that Indiana Jones is more nicer than KungFu Panda although the panda is really damn cute. *toi toi* Haahas



opps... =x I really wonder what movie this is all about. Lazy to read...

Remember when we are still small we loves to crowd around the *tong* machine. Loves to use our one dollar coin to tong those cute little stuff inside and sometimes did not really get what we wanted. ~GACHA~ But now different times, from one dollar we also have 2 dollars stuff and this time round i have not been *tong-ing* this but xueying did and get this cute little thing.

Recommend by Rebecca this DAN CHAO FAN... Its really nice! At taka...






damn pissed off... its like history repeating itself. Again say hao le ma meet jiu meet... den in the end people last min got something on. Its like almost half of them busy.. wth. So my cookies are like rotting on my dining table. Ytd was back from m'sia and was like super tired but still went ahead baking cookies for them. Somemore oven was kind of small so have to separate into lots of batch. BATCH BAKING!!! sounds like batch picking...


nvm xueying says she going to help me eat. So i going to bring her the cookies.









Thats my own tom Yam Soup but it turn out more of seafood soup.

Haiz still so feeling pissed off after cooking...


Malaysia through the Asia...

sorry picture not that clear, don't dare GUANG MING ZHENG DA take pictures. =x

mine and xueying's ....







Presents to you...

KUNG FU PANDA

Aww... I want to watch!!! But the booking for this Friday is almost full and i cant get the good seats that i want. Although i love my lovely panda but i don't want to be seating so close to him. SAT.... heehee

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