woohoo~ gone for some time because laptop was down. I could not connect to any wireless at all!

I'm crazy! I went to wikipedia search for resort world, Universal Studios because some funnie people don't even know whats that. Me too, a little confusing in the first place about MBS and and RWS. I went to read on their Universal Studios and was really amazing about all the opening.

Click here for more info!

So fun, my fav Goldilocks. I saw it and was ahhhhhh . I rmb it was the story about the 3 bears la.

I'm having my OA, LAST OA tml and yet i have not even read a single bit yet.

tada~ cute little stuffs that are caught ytd at MS prize stage. seldom go there because wkends are always filled with creatures. Yesterdae was the last dae of lessons, had pizza with classmates in school as they ordered it, photo-taking session and I believe everyone enjoyed theirselves! After that went to MS with classmates for toy catching, it's addictive is'nt it. Quite some time since I last played at iluma and caught that mr bean bear.

Todae woke up early as usual not for OA but went down to RWS office to sign my contract. And woots, was informed that I would be at Universal Studio. BUt for most of the other information would be informed at a later date. Hmmmm... but the commence date would be at 14th dec which means training would be starting on that dae. Kind of confuse and asked them but the answer that they gave was also unclear.

I'm happie. =)

Had a little chat with dr loke ytd, felt so much better. heed for his adviceand seems to have a clearer idea of what I should do and how I should handle next time. Sometimes, things are still so unpredictable. Well, dr loke don't mind if I help her matchmake and find her a girl right... really!?!?!?

YIPPEE! To be exact, tomorrow would be the last dae of last module and on the 30th I would be having my OA and thats it for school.

Another matter to rejoice about, I would be signing my Letter of Appointment this coming thursdae with Resort World. =)

I hope it would be the right choice, giving up on butterfly park. One big round, after I consider and accept butterfly park as tour host and then rejecting and accepting Resort world offer. Although butterfly park so attractive for me to accept..... and blah blah if its not u maybe.

It's really a tough one to make up my mind. Been thinking about it after my fridae interview and even while prawning I keep on think about it till I make up my mind. Too bad now, I don't know what has cause the reason to change my mind. It is because of the new RWS and MBS that I study this course, curious to find out what it's like.

Oh ya, sundae went to the new prawning place at geylang. A place with 6 ponds... consider indoor then but I don't like. Stuffy and fainting~ and then 7 hours of prawning back at farmart that explain the reason i'm not in school on mondae. I lied for 1 hour and that becomes until 1pm.

hmmm got to rest early my gastric is still acting up.

but still talking to dr loke now... asking jan 10-12 there's a room for us scandals hallo anyone want to go?

dalang dalang~ I'm tired and I don't wanna talk more on anything.
My mood: Happie
So i wish small little things wont put me down.
one word disappointed with you, your reaction and behavior.
it took like weeks to know you, befriend you but just 1 dae or 1 min to make my mindset on you change. How powerful is that huh!
anw nitez people...

I love it, everything!
It has become a habit that I need the help, care and concern. Indeed as time past, I realize not that everything can be done alone. I use to believe that I don't really need accompany from people to help me in life such as things which need to be accomplish can be done within myself. Now I appreciate the care and concern from people, my dear frens. It has become a habit, a daily routine, and something which seems to be part of my life. I just love when I know when I'm going and whose there for me.

anw my second interview on fridae, hmmm. No comments but was kind of surprise. &_&
but still what you want might not always be according to plan, so why think so much right?
thinking much only give the opportunity for gray hair to come out.

going to watch dalang dalang... =)

No matter how hard you try to lie, to pretend,
to act, to bluff, to backstab, to hide,
to be a two-sided-angel & demon,
at the end of the dae,
small puzzles came to form the whole picture.

It's all because of jealousy, that's why people are like this.

Jealousy can live
Without a mind,
Without a heart,
Without a soul,
Even without God.

or perhaps there's other reason behind it.

When you notice people are treating you different,
think!
What have you done?
If you really can't figure it out, too bad.
For I think it's really no point in making you understand.



Time check now:10.16am
and my interview time would be at 3.30pm.
I'm really confusing? Hmmm... indecisive as of what I should do.
Big thankyou to my classmates and dearest frens who gave me advice.
I shall see later on or maybe until the last minute something will "DING", strikes my mind and I will have a decision there waiting for me.


Looking at the class schedule, 3 more lessons to go. 23,24,25
then my oral assessment on 30th november,
and I'm/we're done for this diploma course! Hip hip hooray!

Happie milk for my pretties who read my blog on the 2 sided snake! Drink more ok =) l0l

Had my role play with uncle tan todae and everything was smooth and fine. I had wanted to reach earlier then my timing at 11.40am, but due to jam I only reach 11.10. Good job everyone!

Haahas nth that I want to update now.

it seems pointless to me now. I'm just like tired to say anything or do anything. Chance and chance again despite what others say or how they try to persuade me, I choose to believe myself. tired. I need rest. So sick and tired that I wont want to see a single msg that I will just delete it away.

So in love with prawn-ing. I just enjoy being there, able to relax and think better. People there are nice, all sorts of people. Sounds so familiar to our poly daes where they love to go toilet to look for 灵感。 I'm addicted till my fri, sat and sun are spent there slacking away. It's because I have time to spent, thus pls stop saying it's a waste of time. Well, I don't have anymore tuition perhaps less to the max.

But be realistic huh... it's weekdae again and back to school. Just the few more lessons to go and bye bye school. But sad thing is that it's working time! Not really sad then, love working if enviroment is good, people are good. Eh, if people are not good I will still stay on for I will fight to the end =). It's just within oneself to determine happie or sad, why so serious? l0l

As I said, todae is international day for tolerance so I will tolerate any shyt matter. PEACE!
But heartbeat do beats faster when I heard of such bad news. I PRAY FOR my frens, and everyone!

I saw lots of show this few daes. I saw a movie name 很想和你在一起. A touching show... nice plot and so real life to me. Also not forgetting my dramas, 下一站 幸福. Hey hey hey, I'm not so drama freak already ok.







It really makes me wonder what would your reaction be. To pretend that you never saw that or make a comment about it. Or you will be curious as of why I said that, will you?

What do you see yourself let say 5 years down the road?

Sort of similar questions posted to me during one of the interviews! Some other questions such as...

Are you passionate? Define!

Is like you are interviewing for 2 position that are of big gaps, so what you really want out of it?

It's not an easy job here, no stock-taking, no inventory and most impt you deal with all kind of customer here. So how and what will you do let's say take for instance it is a rainy dae now and there is frustrating customer here wanting to go outdoor?

It's not about just getting the pay and there is not much work to be done here but you really have to be able to cope with their frustrations.

I can see you make a big change from engineering to tourism so whats the reason behind it?
If I were to call your friends and ask them about you, what positive comments do you think they will give?

and what about your teachers or facilitators?

In what areas have they told you that you need to improve on?

We have all sorts of people here, some for attachment from overseas which gets very very little amount, one on volunteer not getting paid at all.

Also alot of people is interviewing for this position.

So how do you feel if you about it?
any questions?
any questions?
any questions?
FO!!!

I'm so like argh from all this, although it's only 2 interview. I wont want to comment on which and which, it's pointless. and wondering if I shall go for the other interview on mondae, perhaps just give it a try like what others said.

Fridae 13th interview was at butterfy park. Uncle Tan was kind to take the train with me to harbourfront centre although I don't know why he wanted to go there. Oh ya, he went to Daiso and not forgetting he had a conversation with some chicago ladies while on the way out of the station towards vivo. Both of us curious of what language they were speaking and he eventually step ahead to speak to them.

Well, first time up on the monorail. I seldom go to sentosa and last visit was apr 15 2006. Hmmm I can rmb the last visit and the person who I went with! Anyway the journey was a kuku one... for I was sure it was Imbiah station yet when the door opened at that station, everyone just dash in and I dont even got a chance to get out. I saw the staff hand directing to get in quickly and I suppose it was an extra stop? In the end when the door close and proceed off to the next station, it announced Beach Station and I knew I missed my stop.

Since I'm there, had a look around. Not much changes and I start to rmb few years back when I visited! So some pictures took there in the butterfly park.



















This merlion reminds me of the discussion with vincent about what should we name the 2 giant pandas coming to singapore from china. He got lots o funnie ideas and in the end I suggest it should be si si chen chen since singapore is a 师城。 --> I'm not sure if it's the correct word. In the end his funnie idea turn out to be 死死 沉沉。l0l.

Todae another interview at e2i and I again woke up early. Not knowing how long does it takes to travel from petir to redhill. and wondering early morning if I should wear formal or just anyhow. Till now... I'm wondering and wondering. Mondae another interview.. shall see again.

I'm tired now!







You taught me to be strong, and yes I did it even to the extend that you could never think of.
Now what I'm witness-ing, just looks like a stage drama to me.
Yes, we are all the actors and actressess but it was you staging the show.
Just tell me how did you make me to believe you from he start, jc.

Woohoo~ Competence for oral assessment todae and that left with one last module before graduating. End of Nov and I'm done with school=) but that means I will have to start working after that for at least 6 months in tourism industry. Hope my 2 interview this weekend are a success.

This morning again is a chaotic one, stupide 190! The bus is always full and worst still when it's after 8am and I can't even squeeze up the bus. HAahas not that bad as in squeeze la but just got to wait and wait. hallo my free rides are not for me anymore, nomore!

I got a whole lot dae to free time to spent my time. So I went to buy my dear mouse! yep... my previous denim jeans mouse have been pronounced dead already and I got to buy a new one to replace it. The sad thing is that I wont be able to buy back the same one because it's no longer available due to limited edition but the best part is I bought a orange one. So cool color... any color is fine with me I guess I loves all color. EXCEPT for pink!

Am so looking forward to 2012!!! I want to watch it! It's been long since I last went for movies... not long actually, l0l. anw went to telok blangah hill park the Henderson waves which I have been wanted to go for a long time. I love the structure of it and it's really amazing as of some of the physic facts about it.



















I very wanted to tell who I am but I guess it does not matter anyway, does it?
I want to stop myself from knowing but the fact is present, cant pretend that I don't know.
I tried as you said not to rely too much on anyone, I tried so hard that sometimes unknowingly gave people the intention that I'm self-centered. And now ???
Im used to not relying on anyone now and will get used to what I am now.





BOO HA HA 1 hour ago or so house totally in black... did I forget to pay the bills? NaH!
I'm conquered by darkness for 5 mins or so.
I was listening to music thru my headphone when suddenly all came to black except for my laptop that is still running on batt. I was shock for a moment and I thought it was just electricity trip or what. But I stand up and saw that the opp block and all the blocks surrounding me are also in pitch black. Panic and touch for my phone to call mummy... I cant see in dark that I bump into tables to get more blueblack. Opened the door hoping can hear people sound and indeed lots of people from opp block seems to be cheering instead. I almost forgot that I have torchlight function on my phone, on it and feels better. ARGH, scary night! What has happen? But it seems alright now! doggie got frighten too.

NO blackout anymore pls!

Why do we always have to look at the past and not move on?
Is it because due to the memories that are too happie that prevents us?

I cried for even the smallest thing to you it may seems to be.
But not the smallest thing to me in my world.
What do you mean by when you say me barbarian?
Who are you to even use that word on me?
Seriously first time ever that I cant even be bothered by the msg content but just deleted it all away without opening it. For I know every single of it just sent to put me down.
And I din even done a single thing that serve me to be scolded by those harsh words.
There is no link, no link at all!

Haahas life is soooo funnnie... and just a moment ago, I came across someone's blog. Not someone but suppose to be by 2 person. In other words, 2 people own the blog and one of which is I knew and the other was not. And then all of a sudden I just had those memories that flash back in my mind. Unbelievable as of what is all this. HAahas. My mind knows what I'm thinking and dear frens know what I'm thinking but words wont be able to describe my feeling.

I think I just got to get use to it, can I?

I'm so tired. A nice dae spent!
Just only been scratch by a mixed breed cat...
But so miracle, the mark seems to disappear away. Hmmm...
Little girl fall till the whole back was covered with soil, cant get that image off my mind.
But still everything seems to be getting better=)
and going back to godma there this few daes when I'm free to get some of my stuff.
and need stupide cousin to help me with it but dont know when he is free.
I think he will be stuck with gf and so on. So just get my bf to help.
tired tired got to go prepare my papers for lesson and get on with sweet dreams.

*roy roy roy... where are you?

What's all this about?
You must be wondering... well it's all actually about Moove Love Charity Campaign (Oct-Dec 09).
And the picture you are seeing above is a badge costing $2 each.
This campaign is all about
Changing Lives, Touching Hearts
Moove-ing The Nation to Help The Home Nursing Foundation. And of course the proceeds from all these will go to the home nursing foundation.
Other than that they still have other activities or events such as capturing those buses or cabs with the moove theme and sent it to blah blah which I'm not very sure of it.
Do your part now ! ! !

Weekends not as nice as usual for this week. I just need time on my own to sort out some things.
The path after my current course... I'm pondering over it. It's not going to be so simple as it seems to be. So many factors to think of it and my brain is exploding!

I'm suppose to go prawning on thursdae but end up having dim sum feast for lunch. It's a great one and nice one, so loving it. After which had a shopping session with my mummy in the evening.

and todae i'm like multi-tasking doing so many things at the same time. Been busy over if no one wants to take over some assignments and all of a sudden everyone like vanish or perhaps now the economy is better they manage to found some full time job and than throw the assignment back. Or nowadays the kids are much more difficult to handle. But still I bake cookies while doing lots of things at the same time.

Idontknowjustwanttostopthinkingoverthethingsthathappen.
Whathadhappentoourfriendshipwhenwejuststopkeepingcontactwithoneanother?
It'sbeenalmostoneortwoyearsIguess.
YettillnowtodaeIwillstillthinkofit.

I love this song so much!
All because I watch the drama show 下一站 幸福.

take off your mask and reveal the ugly side of you!


A moment ago msn-ing the girls from sch...
I'm sorry that because of my neglect I choose to trust the wrong person.
My 21 years of life... undergoing so much happenings than you all.
Yet this time round again I thought at least I'm right, listening to what that person have to say, be her listening ear, listen to her sorrows, gave help when she need it, help in her work, gave advice, be her partner, and believe in her, and I'm totally wrong.

But what else can I or we do now?
Let's just put aside those 虚情假意的人,
be neutral still...
if not what else can we still do???

and now I truly understand why sometimes people don't wanna to mention the person name out here for it will be too obvious, just too obvious.
There are considerations to be made before revealing.
But yet it's unhealthy for the matter to be kept in the heart!
What can I do ??

woohoo~ gone for some time because laptop was down. I could not connect to any wireless at all!

I'm crazy! I went to wikipedia search for resort world, Universal Studios because some funnie people don't even know whats that. Me too, a little confusing in the first place about MBS and and RWS. I went to read on their Universal Studios and was really amazing about all the opening.

Click here for more info!

So fun, my fav Goldilocks. I saw it and was ahhhhhh . I rmb it was the story about the 3 bears la.

I'm having my OA, LAST OA tml and yet i have not even read a single bit yet.


tada~ cute little stuffs that are caught ytd at MS prize stage. seldom go there because wkends are always filled with creatures. Yesterdae was the last dae of lessons, had pizza with classmates in school as they ordered it, photo-taking session and I believe everyone enjoyed theirselves! After that went to MS with classmates for toy catching, it's addictive is'nt it. Quite some time since I last played at iluma and caught that mr bean bear.

Todae woke up early as usual not for OA but went down to RWS office to sign my contract. And woots, was informed that I would be at Universal Studio. BUt for most of the other information would be informed at a later date. Hmmmm... but the commence date would be at 14th dec which means training would be starting on that dae. Kind of confuse and asked them but the answer that they gave was also unclear.

I'm happie. =)

Had a little chat with dr loke ytd, felt so much better. heed for his adviceand seems to have a clearer idea of what I should do and how I should handle next time. Sometimes, things are still so unpredictable. Well, dr loke don't mind if I help her matchmake and find her a girl right... really!?!?!?


YIPPEE! To be exact, tomorrow would be the last dae of last module and on the 30th I would be having my OA and thats it for school.

Another matter to rejoice about, I would be signing my Letter of Appointment this coming thursdae with Resort World. =)

I hope it would be the right choice, giving up on butterfly park. One big round, after I consider and accept butterfly park as tour host and then rejecting and accepting Resort world offer. Although butterfly park so attractive for me to accept..... and blah blah if its not u maybe.

It's really a tough one to make up my mind. Been thinking about it after my fridae interview and even while prawning I keep on think about it till I make up my mind. Too bad now, I don't know what has cause the reason to change my mind. It is because of the new RWS and MBS that I study this course, curious to find out what it's like.

Oh ya, sundae went to the new prawning place at geylang. A place with 6 ponds... consider indoor then but I don't like. Stuffy and fainting~ and then 7 hours of prawning back at farmart that explain the reason i'm not in school on mondae. I lied for 1 hour and that becomes until 1pm.

hmmm got to rest early my gastric is still acting up.

but still talking to dr loke now... asking jan 10-12 there's a room for us scandals hallo anyone want to go?


dalang dalang~ I'm tired and I don't wanna talk more on anything.
My mood: Happie
So i wish small little things wont put me down.
one word disappointed with you, your reaction and behavior.
it took like weeks to know you, befriend you but just 1 dae or 1 min to make my mindset on you change. How powerful is that huh!
anw nitez people...





I love it, everything!
It has become a habit that I need the help, care and concern. Indeed as time past, I realize not that everything can be done alone. I use to believe that I don't really need accompany from people to help me in life such as things which need to be accomplish can be done within myself. Now I appreciate the care and concern from people, my dear frens. It has become a habit, a daily routine, and something which seems to be part of my life. I just love when I know when I'm going and whose there for me.

anw my second interview on fridae, hmmm. No comments but was kind of surprise. &_&
but still what you want might not always be according to plan, so why think so much right?
thinking much only give the opportunity for gray hair to come out.

going to watch dalang dalang... =)


No matter how hard you try to lie, to pretend,
to act, to bluff, to backstab, to hide,
to be a two-sided-angel & demon,
at the end of the dae,
small puzzles came to form the whole picture.

It's all because of jealousy, that's why people are like this.

Jealousy can live
Without a mind,
Without a heart,
Without a soul,
Even without God.

or perhaps there's other reason behind it.

When you notice people are treating you different,
think!
What have you done?
If you really can't figure it out, too bad.
For I think it's really no point in making you understand.



Time check now:10.16am
and my interview time would be at 3.30pm.
I'm really confusing? Hmmm... indecisive as of what I should do.
Big thankyou to my classmates and dearest frens who gave me advice.
I shall see later on or maybe until the last minute something will "DING", strikes my mind and I will have a decision there waiting for me.


Looking at the class schedule, 3 more lessons to go. 23,24,25
then my oral assessment on 30th november,
and I'm/we're done for this diploma course! Hip hip hooray!


Happie milk for my pretties who read my blog on the 2 sided snake! Drink more ok =) l0l

Had my role play with uncle tan todae and everything was smooth and fine. I had wanted to reach earlier then my timing at 11.40am, but due to jam I only reach 11.10. Good job everyone!

Haahas nth that I want to update now.


it seems pointless to me now. I'm just like tired to say anything or do anything. Chance and chance again despite what others say or how they try to persuade me, I choose to believe myself. tired. I need rest. So sick and tired that I wont want to see a single msg that I will just delete it away.






So in love with prawn-ing. I just enjoy being there, able to relax and think better. People there are nice, all sorts of people. Sounds so familiar to our poly daes where they love to go toilet to look for 灵感。 I'm addicted till my fri, sat and sun are spent there slacking away. It's because I have time to spent, thus pls stop saying it's a waste of time. Well, I don't have anymore tuition perhaps less to the max.

But be realistic huh... it's weekdae again and back to school. Just the few more lessons to go and bye bye school. But sad thing is that it's working time! Not really sad then, love working if enviroment is good, people are good. Eh, if people are not good I will still stay on for I will fight to the end =). It's just within oneself to determine happie or sad, why so serious? l0l

As I said, todae is international day for tolerance so I will tolerate any shyt matter. PEACE!
But heartbeat do beats faster when I heard of such bad news. I PRAY FOR my frens, and everyone!

I saw lots of show this few daes. I saw a movie name 很想和你在一起. A touching show... nice plot and so real life to me. Also not forgetting my dramas, 下一站 幸福. Hey hey hey, I'm not so drama freak already ok.







It really makes me wonder what would your reaction be. To pretend that you never saw that or make a comment about it. Or you will be curious as of why I said that, will you?


What do you see yourself let say 5 years down the road?

Sort of similar questions posted to me during one of the interviews! Some other questions such as...

Are you passionate? Define!

Is like you are interviewing for 2 position that are of big gaps, so what you really want out of it?

It's not an easy job here, no stock-taking, no inventory and most impt you deal with all kind of customer here. So how and what will you do let's say take for instance it is a rainy dae now and there is frustrating customer here wanting to go outdoor?

It's not about just getting the pay and there is not much work to be done here but you really have to be able to cope with their frustrations.

I can see you make a big change from engineering to tourism so whats the reason behind it?
If I were to call your friends and ask them about you, what positive comments do you think they will give?

and what about your teachers or facilitators?

In what areas have they told you that you need to improve on?

We have all sorts of people here, some for attachment from overseas which gets very very little amount, one on volunteer not getting paid at all.

Also alot of people is interviewing for this position.

So how do you feel if you about it?
any questions?
any questions?
any questions?
FO!!!

I'm so like argh from all this, although it's only 2 interview. I wont want to comment on which and which, it's pointless. and wondering if I shall go for the other interview on mondae, perhaps just give it a try like what others said.

Fridae 13th interview was at butterfy park. Uncle Tan was kind to take the train with me to harbourfront centre although I don't know why he wanted to go there. Oh ya, he went to Daiso and not forgetting he had a conversation with some chicago ladies while on the way out of the station towards vivo. Both of us curious of what language they were speaking and he eventually step ahead to speak to them.

Well, first time up on the monorail. I seldom go to sentosa and last visit was apr 15 2006. Hmmm I can rmb the last visit and the person who I went with! Anyway the journey was a kuku one... for I was sure it was Imbiah station yet when the door opened at that station, everyone just dash in and I dont even got a chance to get out. I saw the staff hand directing to get in quickly and I suppose it was an extra stop? In the end when the door close and proceed off to the next station, it announced Beach Station and I knew I missed my stop.

Since I'm there, had a look around. Not much changes and I start to rmb few years back when I visited! So some pictures took there in the butterfly park.



















This merlion reminds me of the discussion with vincent about what should we name the 2 giant pandas coming to singapore from china. He got lots o funnie ideas and in the end I suggest it should be si si chen chen since singapore is a 师城。 --> I'm not sure if it's the correct word. In the end his funnie idea turn out to be 死死 沉沉。l0l.

Todae another interview at e2i and I again woke up early. Not knowing how long does it takes to travel from petir to redhill. and wondering early morning if I should wear formal or just anyhow. Till now... I'm wondering and wondering. Mondae another interview.. shall see again.

I'm tired now!







You taught me to be strong, and yes I did it even to the extend that you could never think of.
Now what I'm witness-ing, just looks like a stage drama to me.
Yes, we are all the actors and actressess but it was you staging the show.
Just tell me how did you make me to believe you from he start, jc.


Woohoo~ Competence for oral assessment todae and that left with one last module before graduating. End of Nov and I'm done with school=) but that means I will have to start working after that for at least 6 months in tourism industry. Hope my 2 interview this weekend are a success.

This morning again is a chaotic one, stupide 190! The bus is always full and worst still when it's after 8am and I can't even squeeze up the bus. HAahas not that bad as in squeeze la but just got to wait and wait. hallo my free rides are not for me anymore, nomore!

I got a whole lot dae to free time to spent my time. So I went to buy my dear mouse! yep... my previous denim jeans mouse have been pronounced dead already and I got to buy a new one to replace it. The sad thing is that I wont be able to buy back the same one because it's no longer available due to limited edition but the best part is I bought a orange one. So cool color... any color is fine with me I guess I loves all color. EXCEPT for pink!

Am so looking forward to 2012!!! I want to watch it! It's been long since I last went for movies... not long actually, l0l. anw went to telok blangah hill park the Henderson waves which I have been wanted to go for a long time. I love the structure of it and it's really amazing as of some of the physic facts about it.



















I very wanted to tell who I am but I guess it does not matter anyway, does it?
I want to stop myself from knowing but the fact is present, cant pretend that I don't know.
I tried as you said not to rely too much on anyone, I tried so hard that sometimes unknowingly gave people the intention that I'm self-centered. And now ???
Im used to not relying on anyone now and will get used to what I am now.





BOO HA HA 1 hour ago or so house totally in black... did I forget to pay the bills? NaH!
I'm conquered by darkness for 5 mins or so.
I was listening to music thru my headphone when suddenly all came to black except for my laptop that is still running on batt. I was shock for a moment and I thought it was just electricity trip or what. But I stand up and saw that the opp block and all the blocks surrounding me are also in pitch black. Panic and touch for my phone to call mummy... I cant see in dark that I bump into tables to get more blueblack. Opened the door hoping can hear people sound and indeed lots of people from opp block seems to be cheering instead. I almost forgot that I have torchlight function on my phone, on it and feels better. ARGH, scary night! What has happen? But it seems alright now! doggie got frighten too.

NO blackout anymore pls!


Why do we always have to look at the past and not move on?
Is it because due to the memories that are too happie that prevents us?

I cried for even the smallest thing to you it may seems to be.
But not the smallest thing to me in my world.
What do you mean by when you say me barbarian?
Who are you to even use that word on me?
Seriously first time ever that I cant even be bothered by the msg content but just deleted it all away without opening it. For I know every single of it just sent to put me down.
And I din even done a single thing that serve me to be scolded by those harsh words.
There is no link, no link at all!

Haahas life is soooo funnnie... and just a moment ago, I came across someone's blog. Not someone but suppose to be by 2 person. In other words, 2 people own the blog and one of which is I knew and the other was not. And then all of a sudden I just had those memories that flash back in my mind. Unbelievable as of what is all this. HAahas. My mind knows what I'm thinking and dear frens know what I'm thinking but words wont be able to describe my feeling.

I think I just got to get use to it, can I?


I'm so tired. A nice dae spent!
Just only been scratch by a mixed breed cat...
But so miracle, the mark seems to disappear away. Hmmm...
Little girl fall till the whole back was covered with soil, cant get that image off my mind.
But still everything seems to be getting better=)
and going back to godma there this few daes when I'm free to get some of my stuff.
and need stupide cousin to help me with it but dont know when he is free.
I think he will be stuck with gf and so on. So just get my bf to help.
tired tired got to go prepare my papers for lesson and get on with sweet dreams.

*roy roy roy... where are you?



What's all this about?
You must be wondering... well it's all actually about Moove Love Charity Campaign (Oct-Dec 09).
And the picture you are seeing above is a badge costing $2 each.
This campaign is all about
Changing Lives, Touching Hearts
Moove-ing The Nation to Help The Home Nursing Foundation. And of course the proceeds from all these will go to the home nursing foundation.
Other than that they still have other activities or events such as capturing those buses or cabs with the moove theme and sent it to blah blah which I'm not very sure of it.
Do your part now ! ! !

Weekends not as nice as usual for this week. I just need time on my own to sort out some things.
The path after my current course... I'm pondering over it. It's not going to be so simple as it seems to be. So many factors to think of it and my brain is exploding!

I'm suppose to go prawning on thursdae but end up having dim sum feast for lunch. It's a great one and nice one, so loving it. After which had a shopping session with my mummy in the evening.

and todae i'm like multi-tasking doing so many things at the same time. Been busy over if no one wants to take over some assignments and all of a sudden everyone like vanish or perhaps now the economy is better they manage to found some full time job and than throw the assignment back. Or nowadays the kids are much more difficult to handle. But still I bake cookies while doing lots of things at the same time.

Idontknowjustwanttostopthinkingoverthethingsthathappen.
Whathadhappentoourfriendshipwhenwejuststopkeepingcontactwithoneanother?
It'sbeenalmostoneortwoyearsIguess.
YettillnowtodaeIwillstillthinkofit.


I love this song so much!
All because I watch the drama show 下一站 幸福.




take off your mask and reveal the ugly side of you!


A moment ago msn-ing the girls from sch...
I'm sorry that because of my neglect I choose to trust the wrong person.
My 21 years of life... undergoing so much happenings than you all.
Yet this time round again I thought at least I'm right, listening to what that person have to say, be her listening ear, listen to her sorrows, gave help when she need it, help in her work, gave advice, be her partner, and believe in her, and I'm totally wrong.

But what else can I or we do now?
Let's just put aside those 虚情假意的人,
be neutral still...
if not what else can we still do???

and now I truly understand why sometimes people don't wanna to mention the person name out here for it will be too obvious, just too obvious.
There are considerations to be made before revealing.
But yet it's unhealthy for the matter to be kept in the heart!
What can I do ??

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