Thursday, January 21, 2010 @ 11:59 PM
NEED PILLS OF MOTIVATION
I think i'm like what roy says, trying to fit into a place which does not belongs to me. I'm stubborn and the more people ask me to give up, the more perseverance I am. At times I felt my energy being drained out yet I have to pretend that i'm fine. I'm losing all the motivations that was all the while within me.
The first and ever time? When I say 我真的很想你 is really from the heart. Not to my bf, not to my mum or dad or silbings, but a fren whom I like. Nevertheless about your reply, for im happie about it if you meant it.
I think I really too sensitive about lots of things, am I?
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Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 10:59 PM
CARELESS
Why am I so careless??? I dont blame anyone now but myself for not counting all the individual coins. A very careless mistake thinking that its only the second dae and it should be correct and in the end I have a shortage of 10dollars. It would have been my fault if I did sales with cash but all transaction were credit so there should be no mistake. But then I have a shortage of cash in float, who should I blame but myself for not counting. Im tired of finding out why is this so and all the craps, it is enough. Add in a 10dollars and everything is solve, isnt it a good solution? It's not that money that Im unhappie about, I just cant figure it out why Im unhappie abt? is it the people that cause my emotions to turn out like this? I dont need that person to at the end of it compensate me with a 5 dollar note, is not the money that count.
Who are to to boss me around??? You are not even my manager, and you have the cheeks to lecture me/us? EVen if its the manager, they also wont do this. So what if you use the manager name? To show me that someone superior says so or whatever so, then what abt if I use the OM name, isnt it more significant???
Enough of all the shyt! I deeply thanks the people who care.
Im pretty excited todae... because I touch kungfu panda hand!!! l0l and I wave to betty boop and she said hallo to me and other people as well of course. I make a ghost face at woodywoodpecker and etc. tml would be another dae.... and im not going to just sit down there and tolerate any more shyts=)
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Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 10:19 PM
2 SIDE of EVERYTHING
Over-prepared is always better than not well-prepared. My first dae of doing cashier and that goes the same for the other 2 member of mine in this new place =) and *CLAPS* for my first transaction done and I've only got 2 transaction todae! Thanks my hulk sister for assisting me, and so sorry I dont wish to mention some incidents that drives me to my grave. There are always this kind of people, I thought I wont have to face this kind of situation in my outlet, in my place, but it seems that it is the same. the 2 sided people. But my hulk sister is great! So nervous...
gogogo~
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Monday, January 18, 2010 @ 5:15 PM
Somehow suddenly I felt something is missing.
Thurs - off
Fri - working
Sat - off
Sun - working
Mon - off
Haahas must be wondering what a weird arrangement. Dont ask me, I dont know either. Just that something crops up and some funnie incident that cause this. hmmm
I'm so in love with my new prawning rod -black and red. Its kind of a bit ex but till I know someone bought a rod for two to three hundred plus then I know mine cant be compared. But most is that I like it. =)
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Saturday, January 16, 2010 @ 10:08 PM
=)
woohoo~ Im feeling so happie =)
I know I will be because of you guys around me. LOVE ALL OF YOU LAH!
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Friday, January 15, 2010 @ 7:15 AM
THE REAL WORKING LIFE
Just like no more kids play, it's real and you get to see the cruel part and most realistic nature of everything. But I just got to learn, to be careful with what comes out from my mouth, and to things that goes in my ear, I have 2 options which is to listen and act accordingly and the other which is to listen from one ear and comes out from the other ear.
Someone in my workforce told me that now is the real working environment of my life, different from the past previous part-time or short term job that I did before. And alot of things is going to be different. But at least if something bothers me for todae, I'm going to forget it tml. Just like tuesdae evening was pissed off by the last minute notice that I got to work on my off dae on wednesdae. The problem with me being angry was that why other people from other side got to know this but I and someone was only told last minute. The person who has whatever or so needs to inform us did not do so earlier due to whatever reason is being irresponsible and hoe could this have happen? reason for pissed off was on wednesdae had planned for something else since I know it was my off dae.
ANW on wednesdae I wont say it was a bad dae for me to work. Although there were some issues regarding to work and uniforms but everything overall was ok still. Crack some jokes among them and also gotten prank by some of my other working colleagues. Except for my legs are really rotting soon, so tiring that got to wear that shoes and stand for so long and the mozzies are attacking me. End of the dae was super tired and hungry... and bf came to accompany me home. and someone called to make a prank still on this very night. =__= Im not so stupide to believe that MBS would called for an interview at 11pm. nah~
Ytd had my replacement off dae but nth to be done becoz Im so tired and having feverish headaches that I slept and rest for whole dae. I wonder if the mozzie are the reason behind it.
got to prepare for work now!!! GOOD BYE! =)
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Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 9:49 PM
AS THE DAES GOES
I've not been feeling well todae! But who can help me. Bad dae!
Some pervert malay uncle stuck chewing gums on my hair.
Work been fine... for enjoyed myself with my teamates. nitez
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Tuesday, January 5, 2010 @ 11:02 PM
2009 ANYHOW PICK PICS
the past random picture.
now is time to move forward. having my pos assessment tml. so many things which I wanted to share but I could not. shall share it with domokun tonight. l0l
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Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 12:01 PM
HAPPIE NEW YEAR
HAPPIE 2010!!!!
A series of events happening in 2009... I'm loving it! Lots of achievement for me and I believe I got to still work hard and play hard for the next year still and possible study hard, for my next level.
Just before 2009 ends, there's 2 daes spent at USS and that is enough for me to end my 2009. I got to know my new future working colleagues and blah blah blah which I should not and cannot elaborate here further. The last dae which was 31st I had a great dae... got to know that I will be having a long holidae which means that this weekends I would also be on leave and not working. Myla also called me and had a little chat with her over the phone and she told me about her situation over there. She kind of worried but hope everything would be fine for her. Hmmm... I also got to learn something new, doing a handicraft work which I've been longing for someone to teach me and now I finally learn it. I shall post the pictures later on and also some due pictures to officially end my 2009. Also it has always been the same for every year, I dont need any new year resolution. What matter is you know what you want to achieve is enough and to me I would work harder if people try to challenge me.
Other than that 2009 is a nice year, super nice. I got my doggie and lots of stuff my new phone my new laptop blah blah. I got like won 4d just recently although not much a few hundred bucks. Got the what money from govt and just a few daes before 2009 end I caught 3 soft toys myself at suntec while waiting for bf. Also I know nice frens... sorry la I dont want to mention those lousy people... so get off my sight. Haahas... and hallo i got a orh ba kak on my head to welcome me to 2010. Well, I bump into the shelf during work. how funnie can that be.
Having a Christmas that was sooo crowded was more than enough... new year was spent at home watching tv awaiting for 2010 to arrive. Mummy counted the stuffs on my bed and make a comment that it's too much. And now I got another domokun to join the family. Welcome! I'm so jealous that stupide drloke just came back from winning. I got the evidence that he will treat a room stay in rws with some terms and conditions. Haahas.. Im waiting.
Now Im going to throw in the past 2009 pictures, some random one and hope in year 2010, my goal is that I hope I have goals!
argh... I cant seems to upload any! Next time perhaps ... =)
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