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Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 2:30 PM
So disappointing and really speechless. Apologize for being late... Yes i'm late for that day, but find the whole process rather ridiculous. That incident been haunting me for the whole dae and i thought i should not bother about it. what goes around comes around. This was what she reassures me that everything is going to be fine. I simply bears with everything, swallow down every unhappiness. Then i saw and heard others stupid comments that people make today again about that incident. Sometimes i wondered, why at times its like a never ending process. Since in poly, we have always been learned about how to put ourselves in the shoes of others. But at times, people seems to only be concern about themselves. Lots of images and thinkings in my mind. I thought you were somebody i could trust, but now i begin to suspect the trust that i had on you. I choose to believe you and also not hurt you by telling you what others said about you and this is what i deserve? To hear antagonistic reply, and further on see more dishearten comments. Thinking back.. for the past weekend or so is like so happening. Since Monday or Wednesday? I think it was monday after that night of Johnny Thompson, the moon was nice and bright and i took a photo of it. Then i think it was either rebecca or xueying mention that we are not suppose to take picture as it will like bad luck or what one. Then i think thats true, a series of unhappy, suay, ridiculous, happening and etc things that happen. I only know from young that we cannot point at the moon as we will get a cut on the ear. But never mind, i learn something new! Last week i only attend one lessons of school and no more skipping for this week coz there is 3 UTs in a week. But also thinking back, its already the 4th UT and it does not matter right. ROAR... Thats a negative thinking. Thursday night was very unlucky, because my laptop adapter suddenly have this electric sound and then i saw smoke coming out. I was like freaking scare and off the switch and sat down there staring at it. Thinking back, kind of stupid of me. I think my tears nearly floats down. Well, so on Friday please understand i did not meant to skip school but i don't have a choice. I got to go find a adapter as there is going to be 3 UTs and this week lessons i don't think i am going to skip. Save the best for the last! Unless i really got no choice, because i think those people that are sick are spreading the virus to me. ROAR But then Sunday was not that bad at all although i had a real headache. And yes i going to tell everyone including my father, mother, sister, brother, relative, friends, uncles, aunties, grandpa, grandma and everyone i know about magicbox!!! (-_-|||) Anyway i find it really nice although i was having a headache and closing my eyes some of the times. I think the money is worth it but =x i haven pay drloke the money yet. After that was dinner at ajisen, shall upload the photos later after my work. Then was dark knight at cineleisure, always the same when i'm at cineleisure. Those memories just keep on flashing right there in my mind. But however i think i don't really know how to appreciate action movies especially its in English. Also i think for the first half of the movie i was simply closing my eyes and resting and also thinking of some other stuff, but at times woken up by the loud. But well i still finish watching the last part of the show and after the movie my headache seems to disappear. Its like the same routine again, took cab home and i'm the last to get off. The moment i reach home i went to charge my battery-less phone and all msg starts to jam me the moment i on my phone. Sorry for all the late reply... Ok UT going to start soon... and i did not even study for anything this time round. I just dl the 6p but its like i haven even go read it. Even i did not know whats UT was it today until i go check just now=x ~~~~~ Just now walk to CWP with xueying and ryan. Before that saw suyin, and her expression and reaction was like "wah long long time no see you, ni bian le leh". Zzz... work again and lucky no short of money today if not going to really cry out. The past few days been short of money for 2 consecutive days, $20.5 and $38. Its like real damn suay... because i already been very careful about it and i don't know why its still like this. I hope its not because like what some of you say... because after all i still its impossible. I been thinking alot again. Whats wrong? I wish to reformat my brain... anyone can help me? If not do some disk cleanup and defragment also can. mabel just scribbled
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