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La mia vita
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008 @ 1:08 AM
12 august 08 was the last day of my year 3 first semester but as usual i'm not in school. I think i've been skipping alot for the past few weeks but i really find it hard to get a real good sleep. I just could not get to sleep with those nightmares and then morning comes, i cant be able to wake up on time. So usually i will be online till 456 am before i am real damn tired and starts to lie on the floor or on my bed because i know that will be the time my mummy is going to wake up. And then was awaken up by messages and sorry i forget there is a fyp meeting with supervisor and i missed it. Then was awaken but then lying on my bed been thinking of those memories. I myself still cant believe all this will happen. Then went to work, this time round training Derek. I think i really not good at training but then everything was right and tally i guess. Before that at home huimin called but i accidentally hang the phone and xueying called also. They said wanted to ask me out but since i working then they go walk walk themselves. I suspect a little why suddenly they called but did not ponder much. Then when working they suddenly appear and really surprise me. o_O they have just finish watching movie. l0l Already been thinking all those things that have been happening since the start of it. Also when someone tells me certain thing then i realize i trusted too much on people that i should not have. I never think that this person will go and do such things behind my back. I already been so nice not telling other people what she has done but since she did this behind my back i'm not going to keep mum anymore. ahhh... going crazy soon. Today was ushering and everything quite fine. I don't really dare to go and check the hall but then quite little people today. So i just counted how many tickets i get for a hall and count the number of people in the hall so i don't have to go up all the way. But i think if there is alot people i cant possibly count all. haiz... i dont know how long am i going to feel this way. Its really tong ku and yes like what mitchal says how nice would it be if we don't have feeling. Take a knife dig my heart and throw it in the sea. mabel just scribbled
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